Jolyn

2008-12-24T12:12:00.001+08:00

I'VE MOVED HERE

http://jolyn-lovesyou.blogspot.com/

2008-12-23T23:01:00.004+08:00

Merry Chirstmas in advance to all my family,cliqque,my 7 bitches,colluages and rest of friends...

always stay healthy and all the best for everything u do!!!

my lovely family... must stay healthy and safety all the times.. i will always love u all in my heart!! i know u all always nag at me for my own good.. but dun worry i am still yr lovely gal in yr heart!! hahaah thickskin...

to my cliqques..sorry that i cannot go to linda house cuz of my working... but i know u all will have a great time ok!! this sat will be meeting u all for band and dinner!!! thanks jean.. the letter that u wrote to me was really touching and sweet!! i love u gal.. i will be here for u always when u need me.. i know sometimes yr nonsense is too over but dun worry i still can take it and love u always!! hahaha.. take care ok!!

to my bitches... though is been a long time tt did not see u all.. but i really miss u all!!! we must find 1 day tot go tgt ok!!! i love u guys alot and really miss the fun that we had in sch days... all the best for everything u do!!

to my dear colluages.. i love u all no matter what though i make mistake u alll did not blame me but encourage me.. i will be more confident and do not let myself to make mistake!!! i love u guys too!!

all the best to the rest of my friends!! i love u all and will meet up soon!!

2008-12-18T09:14:00.002+08:00

i am really feel that i am losing my confident and energy.. always make mistake... this is really a big mistake that i should not do in my work place... i am really sorry to my dearest senior harine... i am really scard tt it will affect her bonus.. i am just stupid to make such a careless mistake... i am truly sorry to you harine... though she did not blame me but i am still being careless.. sorry... i promise that i will nt make anymore mistake... sometimes i am really doubting myself whether i suit to be in the hotel line.. but i know i cannot be losing hope but take it as another learning experience and don't make the same mistake... sorry to all my colluges and manager...

2008-12-02T21:15:00.002+08:00

is been long time tt i did not blog alr.. what i did for the past weeks.. work and work non stop.. is quite tiring but of course i enjoy myself during my off.. haha... i cant only keep working but still have to enjoy myself!! haha... but sometimes the guests we handle are really a headache to us man... sometimes i really just want tell them off but i really have to control the feeling as they are our guests.. customers are always right lo.. what to do..haha i must still endure and be patient with the guests... so this is how i am going to train my patient.. control!! hahaha.. anyway now my cliqques are having exam.. wish them good luck and do well for exams!!!

2008-11-15T11:38:00.002+08:00

if i still dun update my blog.. my blog is going to die soon... haha...this whole week i was working afternoon shift.. it was quite tiring but luckily this 2 days got my ass manager husband sent me home as we all stay quite near to each other.. thanks!! haha. i am getting used to my working environment and how to dod check in and out.. all i have to do is to be alert,calm,confident and dun make too much mistake... sometimes i wonder what the guests put in their baggages?? is som damn heavy when i carry it for them... this guests reallly ar... got nothing to say abt them man...

finally yesterday was my off day!! my cousin and i went to visited my uncle as he had heart attack 3 days before, he was so lucky tt he was being saved by the doctor.. thanks god... he look better but he had suffered memory loss.. he cant remember his family but he is trying his best to remember... must take care my dearest uncle...

to my dearest cliqque let hope our friendship will last forever in our lifes!! i love u guys...

to my 7 bitches.. we will meet up really soon ok!! is been a long times tt we did not see each other.. esp cherish my dear... is really very long have not meet u up... i love u guys...

hopefully my blog will be ok cuz it seem to have some techical problems..

2008-10-23T14:18:00.002+08:00

i read some of my friends blog about their attachment is really tough.. but i believe all of us will be able to perserve and endurance for everything!! to be honest i am quite stress as i really don;t want to make too many times of mistake like keying the wrong amount for the guest.. but luckily i had a very nice seniors and colluages ... who did not scold me but to tell me that to be careful.. i really had to thank them for being so patient though i make mistake but i really feel guilty always trouble them.. i cannot always keep asking them as i am scard that they will find it irrtating... so i must really buck up!! i don't want to let them down and myself down.. but i really lack of confidence when it comes to difficult of check in or out... cuz i really don't want to make any mistake... so no matter what happens i really have to buck up and must have confident in my myself...

so my friends and classmates let us move on the positive side and must have faith in ourselves cuz all of us will not be scard but to take up the challenges!!! good luck... anything we can talk to each other and always be with each other

2008-10-17T20:19:00.002+08:00

ppl might think that being front office is a nice job to do.. but in fact it is really not easy eps when i am doing check out.. i feel so stress and pressure!! i am really lack of confidence in myself i dun know whether the things that i did is it correct or wrong... once i am nervous i will tend to forget the things that i suppose to do.. i am really grateful to my colleuges though i do wrong, they did not scold me but teach me... they say if u do wrongly learn from the mistake.. i really to be thankful that they encourage me... i really hope that i will remember how to do and i really dun want keep asking them the same question..good luck jolyn must have faith in myself...

2008-10-08T19:26:00.002+08:00

i had a wonderful hoilday in shanghai!! i really enjoy myself!! haahah

my computer had spoil and my mummy bought me a new laptop but this laptop had to be share with my bro.. once my bro goes to poly, he will had his own laptop and this laptop will be mine!!! hahhah..anyway today i had start my attachement at Albert Court is near little india area.. this is a boutique where is belong to far east organisation there are not only had albert court but they do have other hotels like changi, elizabeth, orchard parade, golden landmark.. haaha.. i think being a front office is not really easy, there is like thousand of things to do.. it look so confused to me and i am really scard tt i will not be able to handle it welll!! i hope that i will do well and do all my best!!! good luck to me jolyn! shall updates another time haha.. i shall update my photos when i am free..

good luck to all my dearest classmates for your attachement!!!

2008-09-17T13:03:00.002+08:00

what have i been for the past 1st week of the holiday.. mon was our last paper of exam.. the paper i shall not comment much if i really did study well that will be good but i know i did not put much effort into it so i take it as not so good... after the paper went to paya labar(dun know hw to spell) with the 7 bitches... hahaha... it was fun but at the same was tired.. tues went to fort canning with the class... we had a good talk with our dearest ms pauline.. we talked about our attachement,where is she going to teach and more of topic which i can't really remember... but we enjoy the night at fort canning... wed i went out with my cousin, we went to bugis and far east as she need to buy her dress for her sister wedding (who is also my cousin).. finally she bought her dress at far east and not only her i also bought 1 for myself.. i had been spenting too much money!!! is not good!! thurs went to gallery hotel interview with yy... jean and march accompany me the hotel too... thanks gals... haha... fri i accompany mira to regent for her interview ... dun worry mira i am sure there will be taking u in.. after we met sheena and fit at vivo.. i had great time with sheena and fit!!! we talk alot..hahaha .. sat was my cousin eagaement!!(forgot how to spell) it was held at crown hotel.. the function room was ok.. the food was not really nice but the dessert was delicious!!! espically the durian puff!! haha.. my cousin lay yuen and i take turn to be the photographer to take photos !! see i am so professional!!! hahha jk... anyway after tt lay yuen and i went to ps to watch movie(make it happen) the show was not bad... sun was at home the whole day...

talking about attachement.. yesterday was my 2nd interview at gallery hotel... i was not being selected.. it was yy and dolly.. congrats.. this is a really mixture of feeling... i am really scard as i got no hotel for interview... plus i am going overseas only be back on the 28 sep... i really dun know how and what to do...somemore i am leaving this fri and i only left 1 day for interview if i had a hotel to go.. so now i totally got no hotel!!!!! i am feeling i am being totally lost... all i can say good luck to myself...

2008-09-04T16:38:00.002+08:00

this attachment i think is going to be totally no hope.i really hate tt devil !! the hotels that sent us for attachment is totally out!! my resumer will sent to furama (chinatown) and gallery hotel... why am being sent to those weird hotel... i believe some of my friends also dun like being sent to that hotel... attachement should be done long time ago but now is like totally so last minutes!!! this is so called their"organising" humpz.. i think is totally s....!!! really hate the devil!!!

whatever it is...
i got no hope into this stupid attachment...
totally s....!!! this is so disappointing
if can't do it than let other who are more organise to do it...
dun act...

2008-09-01T16:07:00.002+08:00

exam is coming next week... just 1 paper but i have to really drill and study hard for it... i am not going to let myself down again... everything have to be alert and dun be dumb anymore... stop thinking like a child... sometimes thing will have it intention and face the reality... dun think everything is simple but in fact it is not... being like an mature adult not like a child.. what is right or wrong have to open your eyes big... jolyn.. jolyn... no more behaving like a child or think it simple... as long as u know what u are doing is right and not the wrong things.. everything will be ok... but dun always think it will out to be smoothly... everything will be up to the god or nature takes it course...

nothing much to say...
everything will have its own way or fate to do it..
nature take it course...

2008-08-24T14:04:00.005+08:00

dearest miss pauline

7 pretty gals...

is been a long time tt i did not update my blog.. is been a busy month.. finally my presentation and cultural night is over!!! haha... i did enjoy my nite though i did not win any lucky draw prize!! u guess what my friend got a dvd player!!! omg i am so jealous!!! hahahha jk.. but congrats to my friends who had won the lucky prize!!! hahaha.. though we spent alot of money for the cultural nite but we did enjoy ourselves... but sadly our dearest ms pauline is leaving soon on the 2 sep... we will definetly miss her!! ms pauline all the best for everything...

i will really miss my 7 bitches(fit,winnie,sheena,joyce,cherish and xiu) and classmates when attachement is coming... times passes really very soon.. now is alr aug and soon september is coming.. exam is coming really soon...

2008-08-09T13:54:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

today is national day.. nothing much to do.. will be at home lazing around.. tml will be lazing at home too.. haha.. mon will be having class outing again!! hahaaha this time will be going to pulan ubin(sorry don't know how to spell the place)..

this week what i really did.. ok.. on thurs our sch was celebrating national day .. i dun know why the sch did so early but we did enjoy ourselves.. our buff did cash washing,manicure,handna and hairstyling.our buisness was not bad too..

on 31 july, we went to two muesum.. 1 was the national muesum and other muesum we went was peranaka muesum(forget how to spell). the muesum we went were really interesting.. i did enjoy myself!!! we get to learn the history and the culture.after we went to muesum, we went to little india for our dinner!! we went to this indian restaurant and the food was delicious!! haha.. my classmates gave me suprise! they sang me a birthday out of sudden and gave me a strawberry cake!!! i was really touch and shocked! i was wondering whose birthday!!it was turn out to be my birthday! haha.. though my birthday had pass.. but it was so sweet of them still celebrating my birthday! haha .. thanks i love u guys... haha...

2008-07-30T20:53:00.002+08:00

who do u think u are?????shouting at ppl!!! i am not a type of person for u to shout at!! pls be mature.. so what u are alr working..does not mean u are smarter than anyone else... u dun want to do is your problem..i dun really care... at most all of us fail tgt!! i dun want to quarrel cuz i dun want to make a scene out.. u think is very nice to show to ppl isit... u dun want to respect or pride is ur problem.. i dun really care... dun get overboard!!! dun forget ppl got their limits!! once it reach to the end of the limit.. ppl do explode!!!

sometimes some ppl only care for their feeling but not other ppl feeling... pls.. we are human not machine or soft toys for those ppl to shout at.. dun think they dun throw their temper mean is for u ppl to shout.. dun throw temper cuz they have their limits.. they will expode unless u get too overboard...

no mood to continues on...
but anyway thanks to my dearest cliqque(joyce,winnie,sheena,fit,cherish and xiu) love u guys

2008-07-26T10:23:00.002+08:00

well is been long time that i did not blog ever since 14 july.. now is alr 26 july..hmm is so fast.. tml i will be working at takashimaya bonia for 1 day job as my supervisior had chicken pox.. get well soon!!! next tues will be pic test and guess what i had not even start studying yet!! i think i am going to fail this paper soon... it seem like my 3.5 gpa i will not be getting it... sometimes i really envy some of my friends and classmates that they have a smart and thinking brain that they just study and they will understand what is the meaning alr.. unlike my brain study for so long but still dun understand.. i hope i really can change my brain... haiz... next week fri sat and sun will be working at expo for natas fair.. yes.. i am going to have a exposure of it as i am working for 3 days... 1 hrs is $6 .. is quite alot.. haha ... i am going to give out flyers but also have to talk to the customers to come to our buff too.. so i think is not a really easy job.. haha...
ok i shall update soon again.. oh ya yesterday i went to gardeing fair at suntec..

2008-07-14T19:57:00.003+08:00

let say today is alr 14 july...times passes so fast.... omg.. soon it will be august soon... there are so many things need to do like the projects and exam!!! everything is cramping tgt... to be honest i am worry really for my ecm project.. it seem like we are hanging up in the air... we haven finish doing the report and powerpoint.. i really dun know is there anytime to finish the project.. tests is really very near to our project too... and cultural night will be coming soon too... luckily i found my chongsum... so i dun need to worry.. hahaha ... tmr i will be getting the laptop from my dear jeanna... thanks for letting me to use for 1 months.. i am really apperciate it thanks dear... haha .. she is such a kind gal!!! hahah march of course i did not forget u too..haha ....thanks though i am not using yr laptop...haha... next thurs will be going to the musuem as this is our sch trip.. weird rite... haha ... anyway after the musuem trip, we will be eating indian food.. if our stomach still can not full maybe we can go geyland to have our fruit fast!! like durian, mangosteen and more!! oh no i can't wait this to come!!!! shall stop here..

times passes..
i don't know how long does it goes..
but to go on and see beautiful things around the surrounding..
misses??
shall see the beautiful rainbow lead me to see how colourful it is...

2008-07-09T18:55:00.004+08:00

it had past 3 days after my birthday, guess what i am alr like 20 yrs old, being 20 yrs old is not much different just the age of the number grow bigger and older.. i felt tt even if i am 20 but still sometimes i behaved like a child.. i don't think this is really a good sign.. as i know is time to be mature and understanding.. once a while i thought about it, am i always behaving like a 12 yrs old kid??? i think is really a bad case...that birthday i had the best was just happened a year ago, there was once this person who told me before, by telling me, 1 yrs older lo... don't run around but be mature oh..when this person say that to me, than this was how i reply to that person, yes i will and i will not be running around.. that was a really sweet moment when the person gave me the present with different presents, and i can see that this person really put in alot of effort in it.. i was really happy and touch when i opened up the present.. the presents that the person gave me was really wonderful... and also gave me a card to read it.. when the moment i read that msg, i was really touch that i really wanted to hug this person... i know this happened a year ago.. this was a part of my wonderful memories... this year memory, my dearest cliqque (joyce,xiu,winnie,sheena) went to imm fisn and co to had dinner tgt.. (fit and cherish could not make it cuz there got something on) dinner at fish and co was really nice and they did a suprise for me... i was shock when the supervisor came back with a puddding and a fire crakers. he led me to the front, lit up fire crakers, sang a birthday song and did their fish and co cheers for me!! i was so shy that i kept using my cardigarn to block my face... but i really love it.. and i really had to thanks to my cliqque!! i love you guys... i will not forget this year and a year ago of my birthday... i did not get a chance to blog a year ago cuz i sort of take it granted.. but yesterday, when i opened for cupboard i saw the present that the person gave me, so i thought back about the past on how i had a wonderful birthday.. i will always remember it in my life...

sometimes i felt that i am acting in front of you...
to be happy and don't bother what you are doing...
my heart can't bear to do it...
all i did is just don't look at you or think about you...
but is hard....
just have to hang in there...
when the times comes.. it maybe easier to let go...
missing the moment at the point...
can be heart pain..
just look where the rainbow lead to??
whether is correct or wrong?
can't seem to forget...
is hard to forget...
will not deceive myself
but will move...

2008-07-05T22:59:00.005+08:00

july alr.. so fast the time had passes... holiday left 1 day only!!! so fast... this term holiday is not bad, i went to work and able to meet my friends too... i met my fit winnie sheena xiu cherish and joyce for fullerton chocolate buffert. it was not bad but the limit of cholcolate was not really big enough to try.. but we did enjoy ourselves..haha.. yesterday, fit ida xiu and me went to sentosa for suntanning.. my skin was itchy and little it of pain.. while i was sun tanning, i was sleeping!! fit and xiu told me tt i open my mouth too!!! i was so shy!!! as i was so tired tt i did not know it... haha.. but i did enjoy myself, it had been alot time tt i went.. today i met up with march and jean.. is been a month tt i met her since last month... she still look the same as retarded gal..haha. she talk and always wineing to us... but i miss this retarded gal..haha..march is still the same too...hahaha..monday sch is reopening.. i think this term will be the most stress term as we are going to rush our project and exam too... plus our school attachment is coming soon... really have to be prepare for everything... i believe i can do it!!

rainbow??
is tt a beautiful life in it???

2008-06-25T22:10:00.002+08:00

guess where am i now?? i am boon keng mac with march and kell...after work i went to boon keng to do my nails... but 1 of my finger is disfigure by kell laptop wires!!!! hmmm.. my french nail cost abt $25!!!! anyway.. tmr i will be going to taka for interview to work for temporary on this fri sat and sun for the great singapore sales... then next week continues the video shop job..hmm sch holiday is going to end soon which is next week! this time holiday only had 3 weeks!! times passes so fast.. soon it will be exams and attachment coming soon... so have to start preparing my exams and attachment.... shall end here ...

better in time..
always smile as beautiful as the angels is...

2008-06-21T16:23:00.003+08:00

hmm been so long did not blog.. this holiday will be working..i will be working at the video shop around united square only work till august .. i think 2 july will be going to batam with fit winnie shee joyce and xiu.. haven really confrim.. i had cut my hair short cuz these days i had been dropping hair.. so my mum told me either cut it or perm it.. but to perm my hair i will look old.. so i decided to cut it short.. my mum is going back to kl on tues.. sch reopen will be on 7 july... hmm so fast..

march cheer up
dun think so much..
always smile..
we will be here for u forever

when i see ppl relationship is shakey
relationship... i am not really sure..
having it will be good as there is someone will be by your side
to take care of you and loving you
but when break up it will be really tough and will be heart breaking
sometimes i think of my relationship.. i dun really think i will go into a relationship maybe till my
working life i will think to have one... now just concentrate what i am having...
the old wound need time to heal.... sometimes think of the past is really tiring... but at times will feel heart pain

2008-06-02T22:14:00.003+08:00

ok now is 2 june 2008! ppl u all should know that i only blog 1 month 1 time...haha i think is alr a habit... hahaha... time past really fast!! is alr june!! can u belive it!! just left few months to our exam and attachement... some of us are excited for the attachement but some are not prepare yet... test has been coming up... i dun think i will do well for this common test... is really time to kick my butt to pull up my sock to work really hard for my exam, project!!!

this sat will be having class out .. guess what we will be doing trekking!! at the reservoir (sorry for the wrong spelling and i dun really know how to spell the place) haha i have to wake up super early!!! as we are meeting at 7am!!!!! omg i dun know whether i can wake up or not!! haha..

21 Augest will be our cultural night... we have to start planning after our ecm test( is our last test) .. the test was suppose to be tml but had post pone to this wed to have more time to study!
i really hope tt i can remember all the thing tt i had study and do not forget it!! if not i really kill my brain!! haha... my mummy will not be coming back to singapore so soon... i think will be around 18 june... i am not sure...

better in time
move on to the present and future!!!

2008-05-19T22:43:00.002+08:00

this morning went temple with my family and pray, as today is vesek day... after tt we went to eat buffert! the buffert style is the nonya.. is was delicious!! haha i enjoy my food!! as i am going to announce to everyone tt i can finally eat alot things!!! i dun need to suffer!!!hahahaha... thanks to all my loves one friends as u all really can tahan with me and care abt me!!!hahaha i love u guys!! i went to my audrey house for housewarming at cck!! so far!!! but her house was really nice..haha.. my dearest mummy is going back to kl tml! so fast... i am going to miss her!!!

it been 1 year alr...
times passes really fast...
i really miss the time and moment that i had with ....
i have to admit tt i still have this feeling..
i can't lie to myself but to be brave to face the reality...
feeling can't hide only my heart will know...
but i just have to stop thinking and move on my life.....
i miss u in my heart.... tt is the fact tt i can't deny it....
i will always remember this beautiful date 19/5 in my llife....

2008-05-15T20:11:00.005+08:00

my dearest mummy came back yesterday, after sch i went to town to meet my mummy... i bought wallet for my mummy and my grandma.. they like the wallet alot.. haha... these present are for their mother day's present!! though is been a week alr..but i still bought it for them...
i hope they will love their present!!! hahaha...

misses the past...
going on with life..
misses.... heart... the past... everything.. with..
move on...

2008-05-11T12:38:00.002+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER DAY!!! to my dearest mummy... though u are in kl working ..but i still wish a happy mother day!! thank for everything u done for the family... though sometimes i make u angry.. but u are my the best mummy in my heart forever!!! mummy i love u!!!

yesterday, i met jean at united to take my vcd.. the boss of the shop ask when i can work at his shop.. 1hrs is $4 and only work for 4 hours.. i think i just take the job for temporary.. till got another job i will still take... now i really need to work as i need to save money for alot of things... 1st is the d&d nite and the oversea trip(tentative) next yrs after our attachement... but at the same time i want to get experience.... after tt, i had lunch with jean at united outside as there had stall to sell food..after our lunch,we headed to bugis to meet march.. but tt gal told us tt she will be late as her dad will sent her to bugis.. tt lazy bum...hahaha... finally tt gal came down, we decided to rome at haji lane since we still have time before meeting shu.. meilin met us at bugis and after meeting her..we went to met shu and the rest...we went to densey hill.. i think is quite high end.. as there were many rich ppl would go.. if shu did not bring us to this place , i dun even know tt there is this place existed...we ate at this italian restaurant.. the food was not bad but is quite expensive... the total bill that we pay is around $500 plus!!! but i did enjoy my time with them...anyway shu thanks, i did enjoy my time with u guys...

moment i thought abt the past time..
times passes really fast...

2008-05-09T21:44:00.002+08:00

is may alr... times passes real fast... i think i will left 3 months to attachement.. it will be very soon... this period of time is more of project and tests are coming soon.. june holiday will be at 14!! there is two 2 news.. 1st new is tt we are going to have a prom nite at the end of auguest before we go for our attachement.. actually is not only part of our prom nite but is for the whole hpo ppl to go.. is like a dinner and dance... the theme tt the teacher is cultural theme.. is like different races is going to wear their cultural clothes.. we are going to organise this event... so we have to prepare alot of things to do.. 2nd new, after the attachement we will be going for a oversea trip which is only for hk and hl class tt does not include our juniors... sorry juniors but i am sure u will have the oversea trip after yr attachement too...

tml it will be my dearst FITRI 19 BIRTHDAY!!! and shuwen 19 birthday!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BOTH FRIENDS!! ALWAYS STAY HEATHLY AND HAPPY!!! ALL THE BEST FOR EVERYTHING!!!

misses the past but move on...
my love and my fate....
thinking....

2008-04-21T19:50:00.002+08:00

it had been a long time tt i did not update my blog.. i have been working at hogang mall watson to promote the new nivea product, as times goes back i dun think is really easy to promote as some customers prefer their own brand or not interested at all... but is does not matter as long as i try my best to sell as much as i can .. some customers are really funny as they will ask alot of question but did not buy... but it was ok ..i have been lack of rest!! i really want to have my beauty slp man... after 4 may i can rest awhile before starting my airport job! as i heard from shee and fit tt it was quite fun but is scary too.. sch was usual nothing much.. this fri will be going to fna at expo.. i am rather quite excited to explore and learn abt it.. i am starting to think tt attachment coming soon abt 5 months to go.. as our teacher told us tt attachment is not going to be easy but u must have the right attitude and being postitive in the industry.. i have to prepare myself to be ready to face all the difficulties and challenge, i know it is not going to be easy! i must keep telling myself tt i can do it and must not let myself down... i have to be serious this semseter to do well in my studies and must not play around as we have alot of project to do!!! as the project has alot of mark! so i will work really hard!!!! jolyn can do it!!!

i know recently our cliqque friendship is not tt strong or bonding.. it seemed tt i can sense everyone is not happy of something... when there is a problem we dun even solve it but when when we meet each other,we will treat the problem nothing happen and move on but in fact we will putting a mask.. i really dun like this feeling,can't we just say out what is the problem and solve it tgt so tt our friendship can be stronger than ever.. if u all really take the cliqque friendship seriously pls solve it tgt if u all dun treat this friendship.. i am sorry to say tt this cliqque friendship can end it....

move on and dun look back....
future is coming toward ....

2008-04-14T19:48:00.003+08:00

finally the holiday had over, and today is sch reopening... our timetable had came out too.. this term, our time table is good!! cuz almost of the days we can go home early... execpt on wed is till 5pm. and the earliest day to go home is on tues!!!! hahahaha.. so shoick rite!!! hahaha... anyway, last fri was my 1st day of work to promote the nivea product at hogang mall.. at 1st i seemed to regret to take this job as it is not easy to sell and promote the product as the customers either use their own product or not interested in the product.. this is really not easy.. but at least i manage to sell some... on sat, it was our cliqque outing day at sentosa!! it was fun and enjoyable day with my cliqque! haha.. i am feeling tired as i am not having enough slp i think... so must slp early tonight!!!

2008-04-08T17:58:00.002+08:00

this past few days, i have been going out with my dearest mummy.. we went to orchard on sun, bugis on mon, vivo on tues (which is today)haha... yup i had bought alot things.. she had nag me but at the same time still buy for me!! haahaaa.. i know must stop buying!! so from today onwards i will not buy things unless is necessery... i remember my mum told me tt on my 20 year birthday, she will buy a coach wallet for me.. i did not really fond for coach but i prefer fendi or dior.. but when i think again, in my earlier 20 i think i should stick to those affordable and unique wallet... haha... i think brand is not a matter as long as is unique and u like it is ok.. so dun think tt brand are better choice... hahahaha... tml will be a busy day again, winnie,xiu,fit ,joyce and i will be going for the training.....haaha... thurs will be class outing... sat will be sentosa trip with my dear cliqques... next mon will e starting of sch!!! so fast!! 1 month of holiday is going to be over soon!!! whatever what happens just let it be and stay happy!!
shall update soon...

happiness or saddness are part of life
just have to accept the fact
stay strong and positive

2008-04-05T19:49:00.002+08:00

i love my new blogskin!! thanks my dear kellyn!!!!! i love u!!! hahahha.. my old blogskin had not been change abt 1 yrs plus... i really love it!!! just came home, my bro and i went to pick our dearest mummy home... she still look as lovely!!! hahahaha... next week will be a busy week..
i will accompany with my mummy for 3 days.. than wed will be going for training with my dear xiu,winnie,fit,joyce(ha). on thurs, it will be our class outing day and sat will be going to sentosa with my dearest cliqque!! on the 14 april 2008, sch reopen!!!!! so fast!! this 1 month holiday, i have been busy, as i had to work and enjoy with my dear friends.. is a nice holiday...so i hope this coming last week of holiday will be a nice and good one to end!! i will blog again soon...

looking forward not backward
looking present and future
not looking to the past
though misses the past
move on....

2008-04-04T14:48:00.002+08:00

i got back my result and i am rather quite disappointed in it... i got 2.6!!! which is the same result as last year... i did not improve or drop but maintain! 2Bs and 1C!!! once i got an C! i am sure i will not get very high mark! as wat my friends say, those ppl who did not study will do welll and those ppl who did study will not do well!!! this is like so nonsense... i know i did my best alr and i believe tt i did study for my exam... i really hope i will improve in my grades.. if i am always getting this grade how am i going to have a good hotel for attachment and how to gradute!!! i am worry this matter... i know i am not stupid but i really hate my results... y can't i do well like my last 2 years the result.. at least i got 3.. haiz.. sometimes i really dun know... but all i have to do is to think positive and will move on to the better pictures.. and will work even harder!!!!! so jolyn u can do it!!!!!

on wed, i went with kell, li and sf.. we met at bugis and walked around.. kell wanted to get her make up bag and li wanted to buy her slippery..but both of them did not get.. when we will at orchard, there were 3 persons asked us to see whether we want to wash hair and curl our hair.. we will like kind of blur.. but we agreed to it and went for it.. so once we reached the salon, there will alot of customer with long straight hair.. actually there are the trainers... they need to practice and improve themselves so they have to look for ppl like us...hahahaha... i think is quite fun..

life it seem to been kind of weird..

sometimes life does not seem to be good

sometimes feel missing of ........

2008-04-01T23:46:00.002+08:00

this week i dun think i got work as it has change to next week!! this work is the nivea training.. as for the airport this week ,fit, joyce and me will be the stand by ppl!!! those ppl who cannot work, we will replace them!! haha... but no worry this will be the long term job... hahaha... once the nivea job is finish, we still have the airport job!! so this week i think i will be kind of free, but next wed will be starting training for 1 hrs only and guess where we will be training at!!! it will be at united square!!! hahahahaha..i was little shocked!!! hahahaha... next thurs will be going for our class outing, we will be playing bowling and our dinner will be at boat quay where fit and i ususal to work there!!!! hahaha ... next sat will be going to sentosa with my dearest cliqque, is been a long time tt i did not see them!!! so excited to see them!!!! yeah!!

stronger than ever...
dun think anything...
up and down always have...

2008-03-31T22:56:00.001+08:00

for the past days, i had been doing alot of things.. mon and tues, fit and i were working at the restaurant near boat quay it was introducted by li.. the job was not bad... but we only work till fri (28/3/08) as both of us got the airport job and the nivea job too... we went for the airport training on sat, our job will to be the cashier and sale promoter at the same time. i think being a cashier is quite scary, we got to remember alot of things. this wed, it will be the nivea training.. and it is going to be 1 hours training... i tihnk this sat we will be starting the job..26/3/08 wed, it was ha joyce birthday, on tt day we went to vivo to had our dinner at burger king as the restaurant were closed as some of our friends were late.. during the dinner, we gave joyce a suprised!! fit, xiu and i bought her a birthday cake, she was suprised and cry for a short while because she was touch by us!!! hahaha..after tt we were suppose to go to st james but in the end we change to mos to club... i had a enjoyable nite with them... and it was my really 1st time to dance!!! haha... dancing really can destress and forget about the unhappiness...28/3/08, after work fit and i went to meet winnie at far east, winnie was at far east doing her hair... after tt, we went to walk around while waiting for xiu. once xiu reached, we had our dinner at fish and co, we had a wonderful dinner and talking rubbish at the same time.. haha... this is our usual things to talk... after dinner, we wanted to go to DXO for a drink, tt fit mouth say she scard no more lady nite, when we went to dxo, it really no more lady nite!!! so we change the to mos. we wanted to drink than leave the place.. but end up we went there and club!!! haha... but i still have a fun nite with my friends... hahaha....this week, i think will be starting working on sat and sun, i am not too sure on fri.. this job i am working is the nivea... fit,winnie,xiu,joyce and i got this job tgt... hopefully we can put tgt...this job tt we are working for is only till 27/4/08... yup... will updates soon...

feeling weird at this moment...
don't know what will happen or it will never happen...
suprised will never be for me... i think...
never think of hopes and mircale in the life...

2008-03-20T23:52:00.002+08:00

hmmm... on mon i went to clark quay to meet fit,jocey(ha) and sha to go manfield agency to look for part time job... we went for the interview, we manage to get the job from fnb and at the same time retail too.. but the most suprising job we got were the airport transit job!!! we might be able to work in the transit at the airport!!! there willl have 2 shift, 1 is 530am to 230pm and another shift is 4pm to 1am.. both got cab to sent as to the airport!! 1 hrs is $6.50!!!! we have to work for 9 hrs!! i think the job is really interesting!!! i really hope my friends and i will able to get it!!!
anyway today fit and i went to li friend's restaurant to work for part time.. being a waitress is not tt easy u have to memorizes the menu and table no... i think is fun but at the same time is quite tiring..cuz we had to run to serve the customers the food... we also have 2 shift, 1 is 12 to 3pm for the lunch hours and dinner is from 6 to 11pm.. starting from mon we will be starting to work from 12 to 3pm.. after tt we can go home... haha... anyway, 26 and 27 march we need to go back to sch for some cheering.. shall updates soon again... haha

life is still happening
you will never know what is it?
life have to move on
no matter what happened...
will it be the same way or there is changes in life??

2008-03-15T22:52:00.006+08:00

polka 4 was a successful concert!!! tt day it was raining so heavily.. .it was a really bad weather.. i did not really like the rain as mada us wet.... but luckily my top and bottom was dry before the concert... during tt concert i did not feel scard but treat it as our almini band concert!! haha... when i was playing the 1st piece at the second part i was totally lost!!! i did not play the melody part at all... cuz i was lost and just do fingering... but luckily i manage to find the part and play only the last part of the piece... hahahha... as for the 2nd piece was merry window!!!! hahaha.. i love this piece as it was our compeition piece for our 2005 sfy!!! and we got gold for this piece!! haha.. it really give me the memories when i play this piece though there was some part i got lost but i manage to play the whole piece but some part of course no sound as i got no air to play and was tired... haha.. but i really happy and enjoy myself for this concert... at the last part of concert, a few of us and almini band members went to cheer for our juniors and we did some funny things tgt... hahaha.. i really enjoy the concert... but i have a little saddeness at the same times as i was thinking of something...

as for yesterday, march karen and i went to suntec.. they accompany me to go for interview.... as this job is sell baby stuff... i think is alright for the environment as there are few outlet....hahaha... they say they will call by friday.. hopefully, they will call me... as this coming monday, i will be meeting fit to go for another interview... this job is working as waitress at the hotel.. after tt i will be going out with fit...hahaa...

life is there really suprise?

ups and down in life...

happiness and saddenss always have...

does happiness coming toward

2008-03-12T10:49:00.002+08:00

is been a long time i did not blog... ppl must be wondering wat happen to me... haha... remember i told u guys tt i was having chicken pox... it been cure but just the spot haven recover... so i hope it can really recover faster... and no scar eps on my face... on 10/3/08 and 11/3/08 was my exam... finally is over, for the past 2 week was a revision week for us... exam was over.. so wat am i going to do for this 1 month holiday??? i am going to look for part time job to earn some pocket money.. i hope there is part time job... i think is not easy to find as majority are looking for full timer... so my friends ... if u need ppl for work pls call me!!! haha..

later in the afternoon i will be meeting march aud jean at far east for window shopping i think... at 4 we need to be at vch for our rehearsal as today is smss polka 4 concert!!! we are going to perform as the almini band... haha so i will be performing!!! is been a long time tt i did not perform and play with my instrument... haha.. my mummy will be going back to kl today ... so fast as she need to work...

sweet and sour in life...
moment will be happiness and moment will be saddness..
life has up and down...
will there be anything suprise in life???

2008-02-11T13:41:00.000+08:00

this year chinese new year is not really my year...because i am having chicken pox!!! i am pretty upset...because i really miss all my fun...i can't even go visiting to my relatives house and my friends house.. even though my family took the hong bo for me but i am still feel sad.. i really want tot enjoy my times with my family and friends..i was rather quite execited but end up... haiz... i can see my cliqque really enjoy themselves... with their loves one too... i wonder this year how my life will be??? and wonder my next year new year too????

2008-01-20T16:44:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MY DEAR LOVELY GAL LINDA!!! always stay happy pretty and good luck for everything u do!!! sweet 19 year old will be a good year ahead for u my dear!!

for the past 4 days, i went to my friend's house to make pinapple tarts! we had been making from 5 to 11 plus at night.. is fun doing the tarts! though is tiring but we really enjoy doing it.. we are doing for the fund rising and at the same time to learn to make business! is been a busy week.. this coming fri our class will be going to t3 to see the new airport! is rather excited as we will be going with the whole class.... haha.. anyway i cant wait to go for my attachement!! i really want it to come faster and going to experience the working life! i know is not easy as i heard ppl saying tt once u work, u wish to go back to sch to study and enjoy life! i know but i dun mind suffering as for now.. because i believe tt u work hard and suffer now next time my life will not be tt difficult as i learnt alot of things as time goes by.. yup ppl do say not only basic on yr hard work but also to be smart! i know though i am not tt smart but as long as i know wat i am doing being positive and confidence i believe i can do it!!! life have to move on and don't always stay at the same spot.. if not u will not know wat is going on with life.. just smile and being happy nothing will be impossible!! though i know sometimes my heart is thinking of something but really dun want to stay at the spot.. come on JOLYN u can do it! haha... facing the things tt u are going through now is not easy but i am sure i can moving on well!!! yup i believe i can means i can!

i really want to thanks to all my family ,cliqque and friends who always being there by my side to support me!! u all are really sweet to be there and make me laugh and being happy!! i really thank u all for everything!! love u all guys forever!!

2008-01-04T20:15:00.000+08:00

the moment when u lost the person trust..it is hard to regain it back and will not believe u again.. thinking that changing ur heart for someone else is so fast.. i will really can salute to the person! in the moment can say is hard to accept the fact it but believing myself .. i can do it... and no matter how hurting is the feeling i am sure i will be stronger each day.. wat the person say to me last time is all fake... by saying yr heart will not change so fast but in the end still change.. maybe finding it childish but it is not.. it is hurting and is like a knife cutthing through my heart...i will not be staying there forever but moving on my life for a better! no matter how difficult i had learn a lesson! and will stay strong and being positive of myself..

2007-12-25T11:41:00.000+08:00

dearest cliqque 2007..love u all forever!!

MERRY X MAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS!!! I HOPE U ALL WILL HAVE A GOOD YEAR AHEAD FOR 2008!!!

on the 23 dec 07, i had a wonderful time with my dearest cliqque. we had our dinner at sakura, li,jean,mei,march and i had our dinner 1st while waiting for kell and her bf and sf...sf was the latest to join us for dinner as she went to jb to view house...hahaha.. after our dinner, we waited for wen sao while we will waiting for him,we went to take pictures at the chirstmas tree ... haha.. finally ws had arrived, we went to bacolny at here to drink... i drank the blue langoon,the alcohol is not that strong as i thought it was.. hahaha..i shared my drink with li.. we were crapping alot and at the same time we were taking photos...hahaha... oh ya!! before i forgot.. li gave us a chirstmas card and each of us had different msg.. my msg was really sweet of her!!! linda!! i will be strong and believe myself that i can do it!!! as for jean, she gave us a towel but the towel had a different animal tt represent us...haha..as for my..she gave me a rabbit as she say tt i misses my father... tt moment when she told me tt i felt really touch by her!!! jean and li thanks!!! i really love u all!!! hahahha

yesterday, my mummy and her boss plus me went to vivo!! mu dear mummy bought me 4 bags ,1 sweater and 1 pair of short!! haha thanks mummy!!! we wanted to watch movie but as we too tired so we did not watch... haha.. but is ok.. haha.. my mummy is going back today but i think she will be coming back soon as she still to do some work... hahahhaha...

life moves on ..

natures take it course..

being positive forever...

learning to be strong...

being there..

2007-12-21T21:34:00.000+08:00

today i feel like blogging....hahaha..this past days is was ok... march came to my house and stay over yesterday.. she came abt 5 plus.. than after we went to lavendar food court and eat.. we will talking abt our life this yrs whether is it good or bad this yrs.. for me overall there was good in the beginning after tt the bad came .. but i shall take it as my experience and cherish wat u have.. and dun take it for granted for everything.. there is chance should grab it and dun let it go if not u will regret in everything u do.. career,sch work,family,friends,relationship.. these are the things should not take it for granted... hahahaha... i hope next yrs will be a good year ahead for me and everyone too..everything we do will go smoothly,heathly and safety!!! hahahaa... this year the time passes very fast..hmmm really very fast!!! hahahaa..tml my mummy will be coming back with her boss.. hahaha yeah mummy is coming back!! but i have the feeling she will scold me for my hp bill cuz is $66!!! oh no... i am going to prepare letting her nag....hahaha...this sun will be meeting my cliqque to go to sakura and eat buffert.. hopefully it will not be many ppl cuz we did not book our table... hahaha... in the 1st week of jan, i will be busy cuz my class having chalet at pasir ris..is a 3 days 2 night stay.. than on the 6 jan, it will be sp concert tt i have to go if not li and kell will kill me!!! hahaha... cuz i promise kell tt i will go... lalalla...hahaha.. i hope the bbq during the chalet will be able to eat cuz i will be cooking it!!! hahaha.. ppl will sure laugh at me or dun even dare to eat man!!! hey ppl u all must try ok!!! if not u all will regret!!! hahahahahaha jk... ok shall stop here... will updates soon after the 1st week of jan lo... hahaha

life move on...
being positive...
nature take it course...

2007-12-15T16:28:00.000+08:00

yesterday was my sch holiday... i met kell,jean and sf at town.. jean and sf came later.... so i met kell 1st at far east.. is been a long time tt i did not see them... hahaha... kell wanted to take a look at her dress tt she wanted to buy for her bf ball...we manage to find her dress but kell wanted to wait for bf comment on sun to see whether he like it or not as he is buying the dress for her... we went to starbuck to wait for sf and jean as they wil late!! esp sf!!! haahaha...finally wheen they reach alr, we went to taka, wisma and back to far east for dinner. jean bought her shoes at kappa and afer tt we went to shaw mng and see my top...hahaha... i bought the long seelves top and this time is in orange!! hahaa.. this holiday i have is only less than 3 weeks.. sch reopen will be on 7 jan.. 2,3,4 jan my class will be having chalet.. i will be doing the cooking of bbq!!! oh no.. i very scard tt later the food is not cook!! hahaha no la sure can eat one la.. jolyn le!! nothing is impossibe for her!! yeah!!!! hahaha.. i think will be busy doing my project, somemore got 3 project la!!! haiz.. dun know whether can finished or not!! but is ok sure can finish one lo!!! hahaha....

life stilll need to go on...
nature take it course...
there for u..

2007-12-05T18:43:00.000+08:00

came back from kl.. it was ok.. the wedding was fine but i feel tt my auntie does not feel happy... as tt day my mum and auntie quarrel as my aunt has change alot.... haiz.. dun know wat had happen to her... yup i did some shopping.. but the time was not enough...hahaha... wish have more time to shop... the trip was a short trip but thinking things.. so did not really enjoy.... except shopping!!! hahahaha... on 4 dec has housekeeping test... the test i did not really study as long as pass can alr... i very scard i am the only one who fail! pls let me pass!! haha...
next wed after the sales n marketing will be going for class outing to chill and at e same time to see the lighting at orchard.... hope it will be fun day.... cliqques i know u all may be wondering wat had happened but i really dun wish to say... i am sorry.. but i believe i can do it.. just give me u all the support it will be enough.... sorry my dear cliqques for not telling u alll...

dun know wat to do...
let the god do it for me ....

2007-11-26T18:23:00.001+08:00

it been a long time tt i did not blog... ppl must be saying jolyn ar u can close down yr blog la!! hahaha... cuz nothing happen this day...on last fr, my class went to 1 of my classmates hse for open house... the food was delicious and tasty but it was spicy!! haha... after tt fit,xiu,winnie,wk,tw and le.. we went to eskimo pub to chill.. there a corner tt it was 0 degree and it very extremely cold!!! hahha.. we drank the hekkien beer..i only drank half bottle as i dun really like the taste... hahhaha.. it was quite fun... this thurs nite i will be going back to kl for my aunite wedding dinner... i will not be going to sch on fri and mon.. but on tues will be back and tt day is my housekeeping test!!!! i dun think i will be doing it well as i did not have much time to study..hopefully the test will be easier... hahha...

to u i hope yr daddy is getting well soon... and u have to hang on!! i will be always here for u...

2007-11-16T20:56:00.000+08:00

nowadays i will be quite busy as i have to do my project and tests are coming out soon... i going to kl abt 4 days as is my aunite wedding.. i will be leaving on the 29 nov nite time and 30 nov will be my auntie wedding...i will be coiming to singapore at the 3 dec as 4 dec i will be another test... haiz.. i really scared got no time to study as i racing for the time.. i want to do well in my test and exam and will not let myself and family down! i believe i can do it if i have the will of power!!! sos jolyn u sure can do it!! haha always stay positive and action is louder than words!! haha.. so i can do it!! so dun need to worry abt me.. after handing the 1st half of the sales and marketing project i will have time to study my test.. and i will be bring my revision to kl too as if there is time for me to study!! haha..

march thanks for being there for me as i always turn to u when i have problems.. i really appreaite it... i really love u haha.. but dun forget if u need my help come and ask me!! to the rest also.. i will be always here for u!! if u all want to talk to me i will sure listen to u all!!
cuz i love u all!! haha

to u my dearest.. u must stay strong no matter wat happen ok!! i will be always here for u and i believe if we compromise , communication and understand each other..i will sure alwauys stay by yr side and do this tgt.. cuz i promise myself and u tt i will not throw my temper and angry as now will sure give in more and compromise even if u got no time for me as i understand u.. as long as we tell each other and dun hide our feeling within ourselves..... tiil tt day we will know each other ans.. no matter wat happen i am always here for u in my heart,,,,

2007-11-08T13:35:00.000+08:00

(so sweet hugging each other)

(my lovely cliqque)

HAPPY DEEPAVIL TO ALL MY LOVELY FRIENDS,COLLUGUES,CLASSMATES!!!

sorry if i spell the word wrongly as i forget how to spell! haha..today is a public holiday! now waiting for my mummy to come home as she took the early coach!! waiting for her to go out for lunch and roaming around!! i know i am not allow to buy things as i bought alot things last month!! so now cannot spent too much this month!! haha.. she is going back to kl next week! so today and fri is my time spenting time with her.. as for sat and sun i will be working at chinatown... so MUMMY i am waitng for u!!!! hahaha

yesterday it was our cliqque day! it was our 1st time really going out with each other on our cliqque day!!! our sweet lovely sf (pls dun be thickskin) made us a cup for each of us.. there is our name in each cup... so sweet of her!! hahaaha..we took lot of pictures and i am always struck with jinx jean!!! oh no.. the name,height i was with her!!! even the cup we took each other!! really jinx jean!! hahaha.. we went to lau pa sa for our dinner.. march and i went to order indian rojek,rojek and chicken wings!!! haha both of us are like pig!! as we wanted to eat this and tt!! is been a long time tt i have tt place and eat.. i thought the price will expensive but actually it was alright ...hahaha..after the dinner we went to fullerton to look for linda bus stop as she need to leave early... but it was ok cuz we took photos before she went home..after she had left, the rest of us went to starbuck and had some drinks and slack around.. as usual for us talking nonsense... i really did enjoy my day with my wonderful cliqque and hope tt our friendship will last foever!!! i love u guys my dearest cliqque!!
we did some talking yesterday but i hope u really take it seriously before the 19 dec comes..even if we only not much confident as is only 19% but there is still a little chance.. i just hope u really think abt it and put in effort.. i will not force u anymore! this month is really our last time to try... and really hope tt good things will happen to us... and lastly i love you..

2007-11-05T20:50:00.000+08:00

nothing much happen today in sch.. it was peace and luckily oue class did not get any scolding...hahaha...cuz every mon, teacher seem to be having blue... this week i think it will be a busy week!! tml need to finish up the project as we need to hang up the part 1 this fri.. as for wed maybe need to go to the hotel to get the sales kit for the sale and marketing project.. wed is also our cliqque day!!!! hahaa... will be seeing them soon!! is been a long time tt we did not see each other and have gathering for quite some while... as the next day is thurs as it is a public hoilday!! haha... sat and sun is my working day at chinatown to help them..

sometimes, i dun understand myself throwing my temper or angry with you...
i want to control my anger and temper as i dun want to have any quarrel or arguement..
1 day can happen alot of things.. half day can be very happy but other half will be sad or angry day...
i really dun like it.. and i realise tt is i am the one who been throwing my temper at you!
now i realise it myself and this time u did not tell me... it can be a good thing as i know it myself and will change it!! this time i will want to change for better!! as i dun want it to be habit into it...
is not really nice feeling to throw temper at u as u are also a human and the person tt i treasure too... i dun want to take advantage but to treasure u... NOW i must really control my temper and dun always get angry.. i just want to be understanding,mature and happy cheerful gal too!! i want us to be happy and dun always not to be sad.. wat i say is must do it!! action is louder than words!! i also must be positive too!!

2007-11-02T18:47:00.000+08:00

my old mp3 spoil and cant repair if need to repair will cost 125.. i rather to buy the new mp3.. so yesterday i went and bought!! the new zen mp4.. it costs $249.. so today i went and install and wanted to put in the song to the mp4.. it cannot switch off and there is nothing on the screen!!! i am so piss off... it is a new mp4 and had alr give me so much touble!! am i tt unlucky to get a new things for myself... .haiz.. later have to go down to marine square with klif as he keep my receipt for me..sometimes i feel tt i have given alot trouble to him.. 1st was my com and now is my mp!! i feel gulity ma...oh no he forgot to bring the receipt!!! oh no... i also dun know wat going to do... i think hope there is another solution to it!! i hope the guy who i bought from would recogise me.... pls god help!!

2007-10-31T15:26:00.000+08:00

today i did not go to sch as i was having fever.. so sad.. i miss my lesson and my friends!! but at least i will have a good rest... hahaha... for the past days everytime slp and rainning day i was under the rain as i forgot to bring my umbrella... yesterday, i gastric pain and slowly got fever.. when i went home and slp awhile, my grandma brought me to the clinic and see doc.. it cause $18... so ex... sick is not a very good thing feel so uncomfortable but have to rest more and well.... i pretty sad as i did not do much with my project... though i only found some research.i hope tt this information help.. i am so sorry tt i did not turn up for the project..but the next one i will put more effort into it... anyway tml can go back to sch!! hahaha... i will be able to see my friends...lalalalala... ok shall stop here...

2007-10-27T18:03:00.000+08:00

yoyoyoy..is been long time tt i did not blog!!! cuz my computer cannot use the internet and the harddisk almost going to spoil.. so yesterday klif and i went to sim lim to repair the computer, the person will really nice as they give us cheaper price to fix the computer for me..hahaha.. really thabk them... i have to thanks the most is klif!! who always come and help me!!! hhahaha..thanks klif (da). anyway i am happy tt i am in the newspaper today!! is a group photo talking abt ite is not the end of the world is the beginning!! hahaha... so dun think going to ite is a bad choice!! now sch is alright but is getting tougher, this term the time is from 8 to 4!! we go home early!! but the subject is not easy as there are sale and marketing,entrenpership, CDP and housekeeping! i hope i can do better this term to pull up my sock!! i want to do well this term..
thanks for helping me all the long...
always being there for me ...
starting getting better for us though there is argument
but hope tt tresure each other..dun give up so easily...

2007-10-01T14:19:00.000+08:00

yesterday working was pretty tiring as i need to run up and down and remember the price of each different drinks,i got to learn how making hotdog bread and other things.. is was fun!!haha... i enjoy my working area.. this jean ar keep eating non stop!! eat this eat tt like 1 pig like tt!! hahaha.. even her mum say her like 1 pig keep eating!! hahaha... so funny..jean mum keep saying her jean dad tt the way he spoke so soft like one mice like tt... the way she describle was really very funny and i keep laughing!!! is actually a golf club alot of rich ppl always go there to play golf... mostly are japanese ang mo korean and more... but mostly japanese ppl there... is good to see different kind of customers.. they are some cute customers like the small boy and gals... hahaha... i am working mostly fri sat and sun.. haha the pay is also not bad.. hehehe.... still have to thanks jean and her family to let me work to learn experience and earn money!!!! hahahahha.. reeally did enjoy myself.... hhahahahaa...
thinking of u...
dun know wat u really want?
all can do just stay by yr side to support u....

2007-09-30T12:44:00.000+08:00

yesterday. i meet jean,sf,kell..hahaha.. is been along time tt i did not see kell..she look the same!!!hahaha... yup we have...we accompany jean to buy her mango top ad\nd a pair if white short in far east... after tt we went for a band concert at nite... it was kell friends band concert,it was ok not tt bad but i love the last part of the concert!!! it was the band conductor who purposed to his gf!!! it was very sweet of him man!!! imgina if i was tt gal i will rather very touch and felt sweet!!! haahhaahaha... anyway god bless them!!!! today will be going to queenway to work at the golf club.. is just a training..haha.. if i am ok with the environment there i will be working...is with jean and the family....hahaha... i can learn to fry nuggets and other things... the working time is quite fexliable... i can work on every sat and sun.. it has different time..hahaha.. ishall see today...hahaha
being there for u .....
miss u...

2007-09-28T23:04:00.000+08:00

tml will be going with my cliqque. not all will be going only some... it been long tt did not see each other...so take tis chance to meet up and catch up too..haha yup.. been stay home for past 2 days... nothing to do.. but just slack at home... haha.. yup next week will be at home... only wed and thurs going out..hahaa... shall update if anything special...

always being there for u forever....

2007-09-25T19:22:00.000+08:00

went bowling with klif...thanks for everything... yup let take the break..till tt day we will know... hahaha... this is a matter way to know each other better and understand each other.... any problem can ask me ohhoohh...hahhaha... we shall see whether we improve!! hhaahhaha.. ok take care love u!

2007-09-23T13:39:00.000+08:00

yesterday went out to meet my cousin..i went to us the same place again to get my vcd...so i thought i will be able to meet my cousin on time but my dear cousin was still at home when i called her!!! i was asking her u r still at home, and she say ya but coming out soon... i have waited for her almost 1 hrs..i was so hungry so i went and eat the sausage/potates at far east.... and my cousin finally came.... when we were walking around, she wanted to get a pair of shoes for herself..as for me i thought i will not be buying anytime cuz i did not fancy anything... but suddenly i caught 1 pair of shoes!!! which i think the design was nice... i was so tempted to buy it.. than i keep pestering her should i buy!!! as i told myself if i keep buying stuff my mum will really kill me.. i am suppose to save the money but end up spenting it! in the end i can't stop my temptation i bought the pair of shoes... my dearest cousin is so sweet to me!!! she pay half for me!! the other half i will pay...hahahaha.... she is so so so sweet love her so much!!! but i know next time i will be treating her..hahha... she also bought a pair of shoes too... after tt we walk to taka as i needed to post letter... suddenly i have the urge to go to the library so i went.. i wanted to borrow 2 story book but i was unable to borrow it!! i was like how come and in the end my dear sf borrow... hahahaa... i went dinner with my cousin family.. we went to island club is been a long time tt i did not go there... the food was not bad but the CAKES will really good and cheap is only $1.plus as there will discount!! the usual price will only $2.50 but is really cheap!! and the fact is tt the cakes will delicious!!! hahaha... i enjoy my day yesterday with them.. thanks so much my dear cousin and family!! hahaha love u guys lots!!
i was sad and hurt when u told me the explaintion... i really did not expect to be in this way... i thought u would appreciate the things tt i do for u... to i was being touch the things u do for me.. and being thankful... but i also dun want u just only do thing for me but i was want to do for u.. last time u say i did not do but now when i do the things for u.. u just tell me i think i can manage myself.. so all this while i do the things is just my own wishful thinking.....

2007-09-21T20:21:00.000+08:00

19 sep... went with da to east coast to cycle... i think i really need to execrise!!!!! i feel tt my arm r flappy!! ohhohohoh... really no good!! i like the time we spent tgt though in the afternoon we do quarrul!! haahha..

today went and watch movie with da... we watch underdog... the show was not bad hahaha is quite funny!!!! i decide next fri to play badminton with da!!!da say.. ha ha u play with me just lousy!!! i was like wat the hell!!! dun show off!!! i am sure i can play well!!! haven decide where to play!!! but i want to swim!!! cuz i miss the water!!! hahhahaa... da say i am lazy to swim!!! such a pig!!!! eat eat eat but dun do execrise!!! really bad!!! must stop da from eating supper!!!
i am quite piss with my com!! sometime cannot log in!!! so irrtating!! and other thing is my stupid msn!!! cant log in!!! stupid!!! is been so long i did not log in!!!!!!! idiot!!! haiz... result is coming out on the 3 oct!!! i am really scared tt i willl not pass and will be the lowest in class!!! i really dun want tt!! god pls help me!! as long as i pass i will be happy!!! god pls help me!!!!
tml will be going out with my cousin it been long tt idid not see her!! and she is going to sch hahaha... which i just know... sun da will be off but going out with parents...
4 month we been tgt... yes we dod have good and bad times but i am happy tt we able to hold on to each other..... i really hope we can last last forever my dearest... i will always love u!!

2007-09-18T17:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR JOCEY!!!! always stay pretty and healthy all the time!!!

yesterday went to heeren with jocey pam sf li and jh for jocey early birthday dinner!!! hahaha.. it been a long time tt i did not see her!! she look the same but seem to be more happier!!! hahhahaha.. we had fun.. i am the always crazy one!!! but i dun care!!! hahaha.. crazy than crazy lo!!! but they still laugh!!! really miss the sec sch life where we have lot of fun!!! hahahaaha... after dinner went to kino as some of them want to buy books!!!! hahaha.. we talk lot of rubbish too!!! heheehhe... i wanted to buy the jane green bk but i think the price will little expensive so i decided to borrow the book but they told me tt they only take in the smaller vision of it... i was thinking they will weird... so i have to wait!!!!!! haz... want to read bk but dun have... so i read another bk but the still by the same author... i want to buy the bk as i want to read it and collect it!!! hahaha... so mummy i am waiting for u ehheheheh...

tml will be our 4th monthsary!!! so fast... it seem like we been tgt for al ong time... but i really hope we can go on till we old but i am quite worry wat happen if really 1 day my mum find out!!! i am quite scard and worry... really dun want to leave u... haiz... i know yr parent know.. is quite difficutl tt sometime when i go out i am really afraid someone who know me will tell my mum... i know is hard for u and me.... but i am thinking in a positive side tt i can do it mean can!!! i really hope tt our exam will do well!!! hahahha..... i love u my dearest...

2007-09-16T15:11:00.000+08:00

life is really bored!!!!!!!! esp during the holiday!!!! there is nothing to do only working!!!! worse of all there is no work!!!!! ohohoho... really troublesome.... when u want to have holiday u can rest and do nothing!!!!! ohoohohho.... everytime go out will sure spent alot of money!!!!! which is not really a good thing plus u go out till dun know where to go!!!!! the problem is singapore is small!!!! haiz.... there is nothing to do so just blog... when tt kuku da say just blog lo or change my friendster profile to new things..than i told da yr buiness aR!!!!! than da just laugh!!! this coming week i know i am going out alot of time... but the problem is tt NO MONEY!!! have to save money!!!!!!!! haiz... and my stupid msn cannot sigh in is so irrtating!!!! i want to chat with ppl also cannot!!! someone!!!!!!! help me!!!!!!!!!!!! my cliqque are busy with so many things! good for them!!!! hahahaa..anyway tml will be meeting my dear jocey!!!!!! is been a long time i did not see her since new year time!!!!! hahahaha.... tml will be the day she is meeting us as her birthday is on the 18 sep!!! hashaha... love her!!!!

2007-09-15T18:54:00.000+08:00

exam are finally over!!!!! hahahaha... the 1st paper i did i was somehow quite confident tt i will do well but when i compare my answer wif da and my friends they told me another ans!!! i was like wat the hell!!!! all different ans!!! i am so sad....haiz.. i know my second paper will not really do well as we thought tt e question will not come out but in the end it came out!!!!! all of us were like wat the hell y did it came out!!!! as for the 3rd paper i think i am pretty ok and confident tt i might do well cuz i did study hard and remember all the things i studies!!! hopefully i can get at least 3!!!! cuz i want to pass!!!!! pls god!!!!!!

holiday is 1 month for us... i am starting wondering wat to do??? as for this holiday is quite long...i know somwhow tt oct i might working at my da working place.. i am not too over confident in it as i am not sure will they really let me work... i ask da to let me work in far east but h say is kind of worry... hahaha... but i am going to stay at home and rot!!!!!! ohohohh... ppl if anyone need replacement for job u all can call me!!!!!!!!!! hahaahaa.... on the nov my class will be going to kl for shopping!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaa.. 1st time going with the classmates!!! i hope we will have fun time tgt... but is kind of short... we only can shop for 1 day!!!!! haiz..so on tt 1 day we should really buy the things we really want!!!!!!!!!!! the guys are really excited as they want to change the money sing $500=to malaysia $1000!!! is it too much!!!!! i was like saying crazy so much for wat!!!! hahhahahaha.. i think e guys will buy more things than the gals!!!!!! hhahaha
to u... i love the neo prints tt we took tgt is really sweet and wonderful!!!! our 4th monthsary is coming very soon!!!!! ihope we can really last forver!!! my dearest sweetheart!!!!! haha

2007-09-05T19:46:00.000+08:00

is been so long tt i did not blog!!!! evryone told me jolyn u can close yr blog!!! hahaha... but i dun want le!!!!hehehe.. next mon tues and wed is my exam!!! so fast!!!!! is like so many things to revise!!! my head is spinning!!! ohohoh... after exam can finally rest le!!! hahahaha.. mummmy is coming back tmr!!! yeah!!!!miss mummmy!!!!!!!!!!!! she will be leaving on mext wed when i just finished my exam!!!!!

after exam going to look for a job man1!! so tt can at least earn some pocket money lo!!! hahahah stop here as need to study for exaam
dear dear exam is coming soon!!!! love love da da!!!

2007-08-12T15:48:00.000+08:00

i think some of my friends have watch jay chou new show ..the show is quite touching and funny at the same time!!! hhahhaa..i love tt part when he was playing piano with another guy ..just because 1 of the book for tt gal...the show is really good...hahhaha.. should watch!!! for those ppl who have watch yet!!! haahhaaa.. i realise all the new movie came out and i manage to watch all when i have a friend.. hahaha last time i did not have the time to watch or no money to watch...hahhahaha.... but now i really get to watch alot of show....hahaha... anyway my mum has went back tot kl today.. i am going to miss her!!! mummy!!!!! yesterday and today i am at home... too lazy to go out and the weather is too hot!!! hahahha.. exam is coming soon... need to start revise ohohohh... need to really to do well for my exam ohohoho if not later mummy will get disappoint!!! nonooonnono i am not going to disappoint her and the most important i am not going to disappointed myself ohohoohho!!!! hahahaha...

to my cliqques .. must study hard for yr exam oh!!!! dun give up and stay calm!!!! hahahaha i am sure tt u all sure can do well one!!! dun stress too much esp march ohohoh!!! believe tt u can do it sure can!!! hahaha i love u all my dear cliqques!!!

to my friends (hb) who is very close ohohohoh.. we will be friends forever and dun forget each other ohohohho i love u all guys!! hahahaha
to my dear dear lao gong.. next sun it will be out 3rd monthsary ohohoho... i am happy tt we can go this far but i want to go on forever ohhohohoho and dun give up so easily ok!!!! this past few weeks though we got quarrel but at least we can solve it tgt ohohoho!!!! i promise tt we will sure can go far and let not quarrel hoohohho.. hmmmm i love u!!!!!!!!!

2007-08-09T12:36:00.000+08:00

yesterday was not a really good for me... as i am in charger of the cashiering... i dun know whether it is shortage of money or ppl forget to pay the money.. i feel really bad...when i am handling money i am always being careful so tt will not lost and shortage of money.... so ah ler count the money at least we earn profit and not losing money for the ndp booth... i must be more alert and cannot be blur.... but i will learn my mistake from there... as wat my teacher say... haiz.... but still have to thanks my friends as they console and did not blame me... really thanks them.... love u all!!! today winnie le wk and dun know who else are going to watch e 881 but enjoy yourself!!! hahaha

today is national day HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!! hahahaha..later will be going out woht my grandma and mummy to dun know where lo.. but going to temple and pray ...

to my dear i know tt u still remember tt but i want u to forget tt y yesterday i proserly to make us run to forget the unhappiness but remember the happiness!!!! hahaha... next sun it will be our 3 monthsary... i hope tt we will always love each other more and understand each other and will last forever!!!!! my dearr lao gong!!!! love u always!!!

2007-08-01T20:32:00.000+08:00

yoyoyoyo...is be a long time tt i did not update my blog alr!!! hahahha... cuz of the test and lazy to blog!!!!! hahahaha.... i met my dear cliqque on fri for their sp concert!!! it was nice and not bad!!!! is been long time tt i did not see them!!! i really miss them ohohoh..on sun met tt them to study!!! haahhaha.. but on tt day also something bad happen... it was between he and i!!!! it was really really bad!!! but i am happy tt now we have solve the problems tgt!!! hahaha... today something happen in class is between my classmates and me... i think is solve but i dun know whether we will talk to each other... let the nature take the course.. i will not force...

anyway this sat my mum is coming!!!!!!!! woohooo hhahhaha.. test is oveer but the mid year haven yet!!!! oh no... need to study soon!!! hahahahaa

i really thanks my cliqque alot while i am having problems,they are there to support me!!! i really love u guys alot!!! hahhhaha muacks!!! hehehee

to my dear... i am happy tt we have solve the problems tgt and did not give up halfway!!!! i will sure treasure it !!!i am glad tt we understand each other and being myself!!! i really love u!!! muacks

2007-07-08T00:48:00.000+08:00

070707 just over 1 hours ago...hahahha...i really did enjoy myself today!!!! it was fun.. my mum and my grandma family are going to guang zhou today.... hahaha... i hope they will have fun and be safety !!!!

i wish kell pam a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! i hope u all enjoy ur birthday.... this year 070707 is a really special day for all of ppl!!!!!! hehehe... to me i relly love it alot!! and i also have a wonderful birthday!!!

sorry to my cliqque tt i did not meet u all.. it was quite a rush for me.. as they have booked me hahaa.. but i will meet u all as soon as possible.. and hope tt u all have a wonderful day!!!

to my friends i really thanks u all for giving me such a wonderful present!! i really love it alot!!! hahaha i really enjoy with u all!!!

to my dear!! i really thanks u for giving me such a wonderful present to me... i can see u really put in alot of effort!! u told me tt u went to sentosa just to get the sea shell and went to west coast get the sand!!! i am really quite a shocked when u did tt!!! i really enjoy my 1st birhtday with u dear!!! you are the one tt really so sweet to me!!! i really love it and always love u forever!!

2007-07-02T21:19:00.000+08:00

bbq on sat was good and went smoothy..hahaha.. i am happy tt everything went well thank god!!!hahaha... i also like to thanks all my classmates too!! without them i think i will not do well... thanks li my partner!! haha...it was fun to have this class outing though not all my classmates went but is ok next time the outing they must go ok!!!! at nite fit le winnie wk and xiu her friend vic klif me and leonic.. 10 of us went for nite cycling.. we ride from 230am to 8am.. we start from east coast to changi village... the journey was long.. but we have fun.. but on half way through i was having a bad stomach pain!!! maybe i drank too much cold drinks... hhaha so of course someone took care of me though i did throw my temper to u.... all of them were quite concern of me as my face was really pale... the pain was really terrible.. but i manage to finish the whole journey..haha.. i was happy but at same time was super tired!!! i really thanks them alot... i want determine to finish the whole journey cuz i dun want to let them down... though i got fever but i am fine!!haha... so no worries.. anyway i want to thanks fit chenxi and all my other classmates to give me a suprise of the birthday cake!! though is early but i am quite touched!!!!! REALLY BIG THANKS TO U ALL!!!! LOVE U GUYS!!!haha

to my dear.. though yesterday the incident happen i was glad tt we manage to face and solve it tgt... when the time i left ..at tt moment i was really sad and wanted to cry as i was walking home... and u also did but u control... i felt really bad when u told me tt i did not talk as much at the beach,,i did not mean it.. u may feel tt u are a boring guy.. but to me u are not at all!!! u are the one who can stand my wine and other things too... when u are really sweet to me i feel touch... but i am mean to u always bully u...i feel so bad.. at tt time when we are at the beach i alr feel something is not rite... yesterday when we talk on the and know about each other feeling i feel relieve and have back my confident to fall in love again.. as i promise u tt i wll not think abt my last relationship ... i am truly sorry again and i will love u forever and stay by your side forever!!! I LOVE U KLIFFERD KOK CHI KENG!!!

2007-06-24T13:19:00.000+08:00

sometimes i think family cannot be trusted too!!!! i rather to trust myself than them!!!! to me i only trusting my mum than grandma and bro!!! u all must be wondering wat happened... those who close with me would know tt my bro and i is like fire and water.... it cannot contact each other... though this time the quarrelling was a small matter because of one com.. i ask him to switch off the com he did not want!! hello look at time is alr 12 plus coming to 2am..if he dun want to sleep tt is his buiness as i want to sleep!! i jsut switch off the com and i dun even care as he and i quarrel.. grandma always love to side as him.. she never fail to do so... she is always siding at him whenever i quarrel with her percious grandson!!!! to me i did not take him as my bro!!! i dun care wat ppl say.. to me u all dun know anything and comment all u want!!! i am really piss with grandma.. whenever she scold her grandson she will come and complain to me... and tell this and tt.. just now she tell her grandson tt look at yr sis this and tt... i think in this family she is the one tt i dun trust her!!!!! ya ppl say family must cherish them... hahahha.. i dun even know family will backstack ppl too!!!!!!!!!!!! ya i know she be doing the housechores for me and cook for me i should be grateful... yes i do feel grateful and i know she done alot for me.. but she should not side to whose side... i rather her not to side to her grandson and me!!!! i dun need her siding.... is our problem and she should stay aside... i know god would punish those children who quarrel and argue with the older ppl.. to me i know i am in the wrong of quarrelling with her but i reallu dun like the way she say and side to ppl... i dun care wat ppl say i am jealous.. to me is not jealous is just not being fair to me!!!!!!!

family family.... humpz.. i dun know!!!!!!!! i dun want to know also!!!!!!!!!!! irrtating!!!!! i just love my mummy even if she scold me i will still love her!!!!!!!! and of course i love my daddy too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thanks for being there for me ... i really appreciated it... thanks my dear.... i will not think of it anymore and i jsut let it be...

2007-06-21T17:32:00.000+08:00

i have been for 2 days!! hahaha.. doing nothing.. yesterday feeling unwell but now i am better..on tues i really enjoy myself..... hohohoo... nect sat will be class outing!! i will be doing a checklist in case i forget this and ttt!!!!!!! i hope everything will be smoothly... hahaha....'

to my dear.... thanks for yr dinner tt u treat me!!! ireally love the present tt u gave me.... it is really wonderful ...
i hope tt u love the present tt i gave u too... i am sure u will love it!!! hahahha... thanks for everything.. i hope tt we will last forever!!!
i love u my dear!!!

2007-06-17T12:45:00.000+08:00

holiday has come alr!!! i wish i got time to go out with my cliqque is just tt sometimes we always got the wrong time.. like i am free u all are not free...and i realise tt all of us are busy in our things.... hahaha.... but i am sure that our busy will not forget each other.... i feel tt this time my hoildday is only 3 weeks!!!! i have to plan the class outing on the 30 june... i know some of my classmate dun really like the time... but i am sure that the activites that we plan sure can work... so dun worry.... i hope that everything will be smoothly... i have to do checklists of everything making sure that do not have any mistake..i am sure that my parther and i will do things well tgt!!!! hahha... so cheers to our class outing!!! after this holiday.. my exam will be coming soon.. my teacher ms doris has left the sch as she found a new job!! i am happy for her at the same time i am sad too...i am happy tt she found a good job and sad tt she is leaving us... but i hope ttt everythnig will be smoothly for her.... hahha... good luck ms doris!!!!!!! we will love you!!!! hahaha...

to my dear... on the 15 june 07 we bought the ring tgt.. u say tt is our promises... i will not forget as u told me when u hug me... u say that no matter what happens we will stay tgt... if one day our parent find out we will see how things go 1st... but i really hope tt we will can stay tgt... u really sweet and taking of everythings for me... on our 1st ann will be in 19 june 07 tues.. i am happy tt day is coming soon!!!! hahaha.. u are really dear to me!!!!! i will love u always!!!

2007-06-10T21:36:00.000+08:00

yesterday went out with my cliqques li did not come again.. always 7-1!! y!! we must really all of us go out tgt!!!! hahaha..tt y ws took over li place!!! haha... though yesterday was a tiring day for me but i am happy to see them!!! all of them are really busy in their stuff!! esp march tan!! hahaha.. but really enjoy with them!!

i cant stand myself dressing like a auntie!! i am scared tt i really look like one!!!! i want back my dressing sense!!!!! hahha!!! i want to look nice bot ugly!!! hahaha... my mum went back tot kl alr.. i am going to miss her... she is coming back next month... haha..

today i went to work... it was not bad.. and i got my pay!!! $60!! hahaah.aa. u all may think $60 only wat.. but when u save the money.. it will become alot ok!!!hhaha... i am going to work every sat man!!! from 12 to 9!!! my boss is a nice lady quite flexible.. i am happy to work with her.. hahaah... i will continue to work hard!!! hahha

to my dear dear!!! i am touch whenever u take care and do things for me.. i really appreciated!!!!
i will not be kuku and make u sad like on the thurs.. i really dun like the feeling when u are sad and u say tt u are a boring person!!! i dun like it.. to me u are the active person.. dun care what ppl say.... i really liike how gently and naughty u are!!!!! i am happy that the frienster profile at your friendster was really wonderful and i really toucn and love it!! i know tt u are going to make the themes in hp is about us!! haha.. u really a wonderfiul bf!! i will always tresaure!!!! i love u my dear!!!

2007-06-08T22:57:00.000+08:00

still got 1 more week to sch!! i am waiting for holidays!! i want break!!!!ahaaha... everytime going home so late!!! from 8 to 5!!! got test and project.. mon will be the project presentation!! somemore the 1st group!!

oh ya!! today i went to work at chinatown level 3.. near people park complex!! hahaa..is from 6-9!! this sun will be working too...i will be working every sat from 12 - 9!! 1 hour $5!!! hahha... is good tot work!! is been a long time tt i did not read fashion!! i feel so out-dated lo!!haha

tmr will be meeting march and jean!! is been such a long time did not see them alr!! haha.. i really miss my cliqque!! is been so long tt we did not go out tgt!! since everyone having hoilday we should go out tgt!!!! hahha.. i really miss the time tt we had in the past!! even though we are busy now we must go out tgt k...haha

to my dear... u are also so sweet to me and always there to take care of me... i feel reallty to sweet the way u do things for me,,, i really love u the way u take care, protect me and always love me forever!! i feel really touched!!! the 1st month is coming soon... i really hope tt we will have a wonderful and sweetest monment tgt!!! I LOVE U MY DEAR KILFFERD KOK CHI KENG!!!

2007-06-02T17:15:00.000+08:00

staying at home waiting for my lovely mumuuy coming back to singapore!!! hahaha.. it has been 3 weeks haven seen her!! haha i really misss her!! tml she want to catch a moive call the pirates of the carriben(dun know how to spell)ahha.... later might be going out for dinner with my family!! she will be going back on the 11 june!! staying for 1 week cuz of ehr job!!

yesterday went out with mu cousin, her friend and my friend.. we have fun.. haha on the vesek day i want to thank you for the movie and the dinner u treat me... i really love it!! haha.. thanks for everything!! the test tt i did on wed was ok i hope tt i can do well!! haha

i really thank u every moment tt you give me!! i really love being with u every where i go woth you!!
you are such a dear and my guridan angel!! i know i alwauys being clusmly but u are alwaya there to protect!!!
sorry tt i did not accompany u today as my mum is back but i really appreciate tt u took off just to spent time with me!!!
i really love u as my always darling!!!

2007-05-29T21:18:00.000+08:00

i am feeling tired and stress with my accommodation test tml!!! we only know it on like yesterday!! how can we study within 2 days!!! now this is a lesson tt i should learn tt must revise my work everyday.... i really hate this feeling as i cant remember this things tt i revise!!! even today my teacher revise 2 time yet i cant remember!!! i really hated this feeling!!! i really want to do well so tt i will not let myself and my family down!! i told myself no matter how hard it is i will not let myself and family down as i really want to have good life for my family!!!

since this is a lesson i will it and will not do it again!! REMEMBER JOLYN ACTION IS LOUDER THAN WORDS!! i am sure tt i can DO IT NOTHING IT IS IMPOSSBILE!! since i cant remember tt much i shall remember tt those i am confident in it!! i dun want to feel down anymore cuz i know my freinds are really worry for me as they dun want to see me unhappy!! now i must stay STRONG AND FIGHT!! haha!! i really want to thanks them to show care and concern!!! i really LOVE U ALL!!!

to my dear.. i am sorry to make u worry today.. i really dun want u to feel worry!!
so i promise u tt mo matter wat happened i will tell..at the point of time i really want u to hug and wine at u like a child!!!
i will not let this happem again!! i will always stay POSTIVE AND STRONG!! love u!!

2007-05-27T17:25:00.000+08:00

three of us look so cute!!

yesterday went to do project witht my friends winnie fit and sheena.. when sheena came we wanted to leave alr lo...hahaha.. i wnet to meet my speical person at the work place. we had lunch tgt.. haha .. after tt i went and meet sf and kell.. is been a long time tt i did not meet them!! iwant to meet my dear cliqques!!! is really long tt we have not go tgt!! i understand tt all of us are busy!haha.. I MISS U ALL!!!

no matter how tough it is we have to pull together..

and will not let each othe falling apart.. cuz i know tt u are getting into my life...

so dun give up and stay strong!!!

2007-05-20T18:57:00.001+08:00

sexy ppl!! haha

(as red as me)

sentosa trip was really fun!! some of my classmates are having sunburn!!! is quite painful!!! but i still enjoy!! hahaha.. in the sea we can still talk abt those scary stuff!!hahaha... we should have more and more outing tgt!! look at my picture!! it does not look like me rite!! hahaha.. i am so super red!! tt some of them say tt this is not jolyn!! haha.. on the 9 june we may have a 1st outing which the whole class will go tgt!! we will be doing to east coast doing cycling and bbq!!! u know why!! cuz my classmate lee and me will be doing this outing!! this class outing will be very bonded tgt!! we must be a very big happy family!!! no matter what we do we should support each other!!! haha... no matter how hard i will stay strong and positive!!! and i am sure tt someone will support me too!! haha!!!

2007-05-10T21:17:00.000+08:00

my close and crazy friends!! haha

gals power!!!

today my sch had this 3 VIP ... 2 of my classmates and meplus 3 other classmates from HA are the host for these VIP.. they are from australia .. my pather was from HA gal.. i dun know how to spell her name.. but we will talknig alot abt our life...hahaha.. when the VIP came in they will like talking to the teachers and among themselves.. but luckily mr tan(my section head) told them we are making the speech.. it was not tt bad!! as long as i have the confident and i am sure tt i can do it!! nothing is impossible haha!!! yeah!! today is my dear fitri birthday!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY1!!! ALWAYS STAY SEXY AND PRETTY!! hahha.. the pictures are my some of my classmates... haha galss power!! i hope tt all of my classmates will be always being bonded... dun backstab each other!! i love my family cliqque ite friends and classmates!!

2007-05-06T15:18:00.000+08:00

my mum had just left.. she is going back to kl today... so sad..is ok she is going back there to work lo!! haha mummy work hard!! this year mother day though she is not here to celebrate.. but is ok cuz yesterday our family went to novena and had dinner tgt... this time my mum came back i really had a good shopping with her man!! haha i get to buy alot things.. tt my mum almost going to be broke!! but is ok she will earn back her money!! when i grow up it will be my turn to do my duites!! will have to take care of her!!! i love my family!! haha...

it been 2 weeks tt i have not seen my dear cliqques!! they went out on the labour day tgt! they did ask me along but is just tt i was accompany my mum.. sorry cliqques... tt i did not turn up.. but i really love to spent time with her as she only come back to singapore for 1 week!! but no worries i will still spent my time with u guys!! as i love u all too!! hhaha... yup jean is really a long time did not see u all.. haha ... hopefully next sat u all will be free so tt we can go out tgt to do things whether is studying or going out!! haha... hope to see u guys soon!! haha

2007-04-29T18:42:00.000+08:00

i woke up around 10 plus this morning!!! as my mum and grandma want to go chinatown to buy some stuff! before we went to chinatown, we went to the temple to pray and after tt went to united to return the vcd again!! hahaha.. finally around 2 plus we went to chinatown.. i bought 1 pair of shoes and 1 top for myself!! haha of course mum pay for it!! hahahaa.. this lady is very kind!! she ask me whether during the dec holiday can i work for her as she needed ppl!! haha of course i agree to it.. as i can work for part time job!! haha... i dun mind though is at chinatown at the market there.. haha.. but hopefullly on the june or july holiday i would like to work at lookasia.. haahaa i will ask them!!! haha ...i am qutie sad tt i dun think i am able to get into simin band.. the teacher did not call or sms me.. but he sms my friend... i really hope tt i can get in!! as i very long did not play my instrument and i want my cca point! but the most important is i love to play music.. as my cliqque some of them joining band i really envious them when they are playing the instrument!! ... god pls let me have the cca!!! haha..

i reallly must start to drills my brain!!! as my brain is not working!! when the teacher ask me question i was like blur and i can't even think !!! omg i must really do something abt it!!! if not i will not able to do well in my works! so i better start to revise my work!!!! haiz... brain ar brain pls start working if not u will be at the end of the world!!! .. shall stop here

2007-04-26T17:42:00.000+08:00

now i am getting better to get along my new classmates!! i am really happy tt i am getting along..last week i felt very left out.. but when times passes i hope tt i hope tt the whole class will be very close and united!! haha .. as for the lesson.. this term we are learning intro tot hospitality and tourism/accomadation studies and service quality communication..haha we will be doing pracitcal soon or next term.. i heard this course we will be able to attach to overseas!!! (but dun know isit confirm) haha.hopefully is confirm!!! so tt i willl study hard!! haha..
i haven choose any cca cuz my sch the cca is very limited nothing much to choose... haiz.. hopefully they can more cca so tt student have more choice to choose!!! haha.. now every morning i have to wake so early .. just to put up make up and tie my hair into a bun!! luckily my grandma know how to tie for me! if not i will just cry ma!! i love my grandma!! i cannot bully her!! (oop... jk) haha .. I LOVE MY FAMILY!!! MY CLIQQUE,GOOD FREINDS FROM ITE AND CLASSMATES!! hahaha

2007-04-24T19:20:00.000+08:00

yo long time did not blog..haha.... my sch life is not bad but have to continue to get along with my classmates and teachers.. i must have the positive mindset all the time!!! haha .. but this course the hours is really long.. 8 to 5.. every morning i have to wake up 0545am.. just to put my make up and prepared my stuff... haha... now i really dun know wat cca shld i choose... i shld take one cca to have my point.. hopefully i can be the sc again.. but i dun think so.. cuz this year my classmates has really have abliltes to become.. anyway i shall stop here.. bye.haha

2007-04-17T18:52:00.000+08:00

yesterday was my 1st day of sch.. my classmates are currently ok but is just different from my last time classmates.. this yrs they seem to be quite quiet.. maybe because of the course is very stern.. my CA seem to look nice but i think she is can be stern when comes to our punctualitly.. i hope tt all my teachers and classmates will get along..hahha..

to my dears juniors.. i know that u all are very disappointed.. dun be too sad abt it though u all got silver ..but to me u all are the best st mars band and condutor (mr tan)!!! there is next year tt u all can get gold ...but of course u all must practice hard and put in alot of effort.. i am sure u all will get back GOLD!! so dun get too upset.. as long as u all do your best i am sure that god will bless u all!! :)

2007-04-15T13:31:00.000+08:00

yoo!! hahaha.. i know is been a long time to blog.. tmr will be i will be going to sch!!!!! i miss sch!! i need to study if not my brain is not going to work man!! this week i had been out for 4 days.. at last today i am at home! haha.. i am going to be broke!! but anyway i like the best for this week was on thurs!! sf jean march mei lin and i went to hunt for food!! haha.. the 1st time we went to eat was at rocher road to eat nasi lemak which sf mum treat us! thanks sf mum!! haha.. the 2nd stop we went to tampiness ikea to eat our chicken and meat ball!! is been a long time tt we haven eat the food there!! after tt we went to novean to eat the rice ball ( i think so) .. oh yeah li came to meet us too...haha..so our cliqque r tgt except kell.. anyway we enjoy our food hunting on tt day .. i hope tt we will have more food hunting.. i know i am going to be a pig!! but i am going to watch my diet too.. haiz..

tmr oll of us will be starting of sch... i hope tt we will be studying smoothly meet more good and nice friends (dun meet bad friends) and have good teachers to teach us!! hahaha .. but whatever it is dun forget we are still the best cliqque ok!!

to the st mars band.. i hope u gals will be calm and try yr best to play well..dun care whether u get a gold or silver.. u all must do the best u can!! HAVE FAITH IN YOURSELF AND HAVE FAITH ON MR TAN!!! he will lead u all.. so play with passion but dun do overblow yr sound.. ok.. good luck and may the god bless u !! :)

2007-04-07T21:41:00.000+08:00

(my dear lovely cliqque) all of us are princesses!!

yesterday aud,jean,li,march,meilin,karren,ted(karren friend) and i went to ciney to watch "because i say so" by mandy moore. the show was abit .....as it rated nc16..haha the show was ok but some part of the show was boring... after the movie we went to walked around at heeren as li wanted to buy her check bag which is same as me!! haha.. but she can't find it at heeren so we went to far east.. as we were walking to far east.. u guess who i saw?? my cousin!! i know i am being lame but is ok i just want to do so!! hahaha so we went to far east and have a cup of bubble tea!! after we went and follow li to buy her bag.. guess what no more stock!! so we went all the way back to heeren..and finally li got her bag!! haha! after that we went to taka mac and had dinner...

today, we went back to our smss band to see our dear juniors and to hear their playing...haha.. i hope that every syf they can always maintain the gold medal!! to do for the school!! haha.. i had a great time though we did not do anything but we can feel that we will in their shoes before.. all the hardwork and effort!! i hope they will continues to do their best and try not to make mr tan, teachers and seniors disappointed!! i have faith in them!! good luck and do all the best..though seniors are busy but i am sure we will hear their good news within 2 weeks!! haha good luck and all the best!!!

my dear jeah.. i know that you are feeling sad and don't know how to face jq when school reopen.. i know it is a difficult and awkard for you.. don't worry be strong and show him that without him you are able to live on and be more pretty plus confident.. tell him off that "SEE WITHOUT I CAN LIVE LORSER!!!" show that to him.. no matter how hard i am confident that you are able to do it!! we will be here for u always!! my lovely jean (just for this 2 weeks) haha jk.. you are lovely to me!!! haha good luck and stay strong!! i am sure that the real prince will come to you (princess jeanna) so don't need to look for it.. it will come to you.. my dear lovely cliqque it is same goes to u too.. ( the real prince will come to us individual (princesses) fate will give us so don't need to look for it) so be happy pretty and confident!! haha :)

2007-04-03T23:19:00.000+08:00

today my mum,bro and i went temple to pray.. after we went to novena for lunch.. we ate japanese food!! hahahha.. i was really happy tt i have a new hp and plus a line!! finally got free incoming call!! haha i have been waiting for a long time man!! haha i really thank kell for doing my beautiful blog!! haha., really thanks her.. cheers gal... thanks to sf for asking me not to think too much!! cheers gal!! haha..

to jean..though there is a problem between he and u.. but i really hope tt u shld really WAKE UP!! and see what wrong with this guy!! u can have a derserve better guy!! i can tell u tt he is not the right one for u!! i have the experience too thought my was not a really pleasent one but he and i are friends... i know is not easy but u have to accept the fact!! dun run away from it!!
the cliqque are here to support u! all the advice tt we had given it to u.. is all up to yr decision whether is good or bad.. is just we want to see u happy! the right guy will sure appear to u.. u dun need to look for it.. the fate will be here mean is yours.. so watever it is good luck and stay happy!! ")

2007-04-01T15:59:00.000+08:00

oh i really hate to be sick!!!! yesterday around 8 plus in the morning.. i was feeling so cold tt even my blanket is not enough to warm me up!!! i suppose to meet kell, jean, march and li to go for gym but i did not go.. i was having fever and my whole body was aching... this feeling was really uncomfortable... i was praying to god tt pls let me get well!!! haiz... just now i went to wampong market with my family to have my breakfast.. i don't even feel like eating but i have to force myself to eat... i ws suppose to accompany my mum to novena nut i did not go cuz i was feeling tired.. haz.. i just hope tt i can getr better!!

on fri my cliqque and jean classmates went to ciney to watch stomp th yard!!! the show was really great! i love the dance, i think is really not easy to dance the step.. i think guys who can really dance is good!!! hahaha..

2007-03-27T16:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SENIOR AUDREY AND SOOK FUNG!!! i hope tt both of u will stay happy and pretty!! haha.. i love my dearie!!! hahaha....

now i am at jean hse!! she is so noisy!! she keeping asking march and me whether she shld take shower???? ahahha!! haha.. march is like sleeping like a pig!! tml will be going to clementi ite with the noisy jean and march!! hahaha.. i am going to buy my uniform and pay my sch fee... i dun know whether is the uniform same ir different?? i am so knee to know right now!! hahaha.. shall see tml!!!

later will be going to planet fitness at suntec.. kell jean march and i are going to do our gym.. i need to be fit man!! if not i will be a fat pig!!! which i dun want!! haha .. this fri will be going out to watch moive!! i am going to be broke man!!! we will be watching stomp the yard!! is a dancing show!! i am so knee to watch tt show!!! hahaha!!! i shall stop here!! bye:)

2007-03-25T15:29:00.000+08:00

yesterday came back from jean chalet!! haha.. i was so tired tt i came home took my shower went to my bed straight away!!! haha cuz i did not slp well in the chalet!!! all thanks to jean friends who snooze so loud tt everyone can hardly slp!!! hahhaa.. we went to ps to catch the 1340pm movie!! we watch pursit of happyness!!! the show was quite touching at some part!! it is basic on true story!!! haha ... anyway today i had a nightmare!!! it was abt my cliqque!!! all of us became enemies!!!! it was really quite scary!!!! but luckily this was just a dream!! we are always strong in our friendship!!!! haha cheerup!!! hahha.. on friday i went back to my company with melissa!!! all of my colleuges will suprise to see us!! haha they will happy to see us!! haha of course la cuz got me wat!!!! okok i shall not be thickskin!!! haha.. i want sch to start quickly!!!!!! so tt i dun need to stay at home and rot!!! next week will be going back to sch to pay my sch fee!!! and to buy the uniform!! i dun know will it be new uniform or not??? but have to wait and see on wed!! haha.. shall stop here!! :)

2007-03-20T23:29:00.000+08:00

( my dear freinds:) haha

yo ppl!! is been a long time tt i have not update my blog.. my friend keep asking me to update..haha.. my life is not too bad.. but shld not quit my job!!! i am bored at home doing nothing except watching youtube and playing manjong wif my friends!! i shld not quit!!! haiz... really stupid ..if not i can earn some money though is not tt much!!! hahaha.. my sch is starting on the 16/4/07!!! on the 28/3/07 have to go back to sch to pay the sch fee and buy uniform! i want sch start early!! so tt i dun need to be at home doing nthing!! i shall think in a positive way tt i can have long break!! so tt sch start i can have energy to study and begin to take up e new challenges!! haha!! this year i hope my teachers r good and nice!! i really hope tt when i make new friends will be nice and not naughty!!! haha.. i dun want to go to the stray way!!! but i will have the confident to make them in a good way.. i forgot how to spell the word tt i want to tell!! haha... anyway i hope this year will be good year ahead!!! good teachers and f friends!! i really want to study hard to aim my target!!!! haha.. good luck to me!!! :)

2007-03-01T00:14:00.000+08:00

today is my most happiest and sad day!! yesterday is my last day of work in lookasia!!!! i have work there for 5 months alr.. though it seem short but i really lot of things tt i did not learn in sch!! esp i really miss my collegues alot!!! i miss rehana sue gaya sharifa velu the russia gals mr anwar and lastly mr rahim!!!! he is the one who taught me lot of things!!! rehana and sue the one who listen my complaint and sorrow!!! i really thanks u guys alot!!! it is not easy to meet such good collegues and boss!!! sorry tt sometimes i make alot of noise!! next time when we meet i am sure i will be able to speak properly n softly!! but i will still be myself!! haha... thanks for the buffet and present!!! i really hope tt if i have a chance to work at lookasia!! i will be back!!! haha!!! i really miss u all!!! the fun and sorrow we had tgt!!! all the best to u guys!!! i will study hard and do well in everything!!

2007-02-22T00:15:00.000+08:00

yo ppl i am back from kl!!!! just came back!!! this new year is rather boring but at least i have a break!!! i haven been to kl for 2 yrs alr!!! the 2 and 3 day of chinese new year i still enjoy!!! the 1 day i went to karoka and sing and after tt went for dinner cuz of my grandma birthday!! 2 day we have bbq!!!! haha.. and 3 day went for buffet, shpping and catch a movie... though it sound boring but at least i have holiday!! hahaha!!!! haha... this fror will be going to joce hse!!! so long did not see alr ever since we graduted from smss!!!!!! haven seen her for 2 yrs!!!!!!! i am really happy to see her!!! haha ... shall go and slp...

though i still miss u... but i will forget u.. i need time to forget... i am happy at least we r friends...
i really hope tt the like in my heart will earse soon....

2007-02-15T20:59:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo!!! i haven been blogging for so long hahaha.. ppl must be wondering wat am i doing!!!! hahaha.. i am doing well...hahaa... yesterday i had a great time wif my friends!!! i really miss the time tt we had tgt!!! we must find time to spent the whole day tgt k my dear cliqque!!! chinese new year is like this sun so fast!!! i felt tt i am still in 2006 yrs!!! hahaha i know now is 2007!!!! so fast!!!! 1 yrs older again.. i am going to turn 19 this july!!! so fast and next yrs i will be 20!!! i really dun want to reach tt age mah!!!hahaha... but everyone have to reach tt age!!! my cousin wei is going to austrila today!!! i am going to miss him man... hahaha... study well my dear cousin wei!!!! hahha...

i am going back to kl tml ppl dun need tot look for me this week and next week!!! hahaha... i want to have a good 1 week of holiday:)!!!! hahahaa
see u all soon!!!!!!

my heart is feeling of saddness cuz i still miss him.. sometimes i feel like crying but i have to stayy strong!!! i know i am the one who make te decision of it... i dun know how u feel but i am sad..... though we cant b tgt hope tt we r friends....

2007-01-21T15:18:00.000+08:00

yoyyoyo... so long did not blog alr!!!! hahaha... anyway yesterday went to meet my cousins!!! edna n yin... we met at taka and ate mos burger.. i saw kellyn meiling and aud... aud and i took photos!!! hahaha.. after talking to them awhile suddenly edna ask me to go clubbing.. i was like wat??? what am i going to tell my mum!!! haha... my mum allow but she say 1st time and do not ask again..i told her tt i want to explore how does it look like... so she allow..hahaha... 1st and e last time.. hhaha... my dear edna keep complaining tt her leg is pain cuz of her shoes... poor gal and she had to buy a pair of new shoes... haha we took ages to buy her shoes... after tt they came to my hse and changes and later went to yin hse.. from there we went to MOS club to meet wei... his friend and him help edna and me to sign in as they were the members to let us gog in free...and yin poor thing have to pay.. but we split the cost...entrance feee have to pay 23.90!! ordering the drinks have to pay other amount... it is really not cheap.... ah yoyooy..there were 2 dance floor... 1 is e smove and R&B.. we went to R&B it was crowded not really easy to dance as we have tot fight for the space to dance... hhaha... really stupid...haha .. we went to the toilet to ttake photos.. while we were taking suddenly there was this ba bo... want to take photos so edna help her to take 1 pic.. but she wanted more.. she pull her dress and show us her .......... watt la..!!!! i waas like shocked and just dun care la... all of us were laughing .. haha... we went home around 3 plus and slp at 5 plus as edna need to gog tot church wif her bf...a but really enjoy wif my cousins.!!! hahahha we shall more outing tgt!!!! love u all ")

2007-01-08T20:40:00.000+08:00

yoyoyoyo....hahaha... last week went for e prom nite... the dance floor was ok... the food was not as nice... but i am happy tt i met my friends which have not been seeing each other for so long...hahaha... this thurs is my mum birthday.. but she is going back tml!!!! but i will still wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!! haha than fri is melissa birthday too!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND STAY HAPPY !!!!hahaha.... ]

my dear... i am happy tt u went for the prom nite...it is going to be 2 month soon..which is like next mon!!! i hope tt we can be happy and funny... my love... haha... miss u ...

2007-01-02T12:38:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to linda hse and play manjong!!! it was fun i finally learn something!!! li and jean so bad la!!! keep bullying me!!!! hahha ... jean and li keep winning.. march and i keep losing!!! i only win once la!!!! march win few time only.. she keep saying sitting beside me very lousy!!!! i was like keep hitting her!!! she is so poor thing let me keep hitting her!! hahaha.... went to watch movie wif my family and li... we watch death note!! i think the part 2 is nicer than the part 1.. end up everyone die....haiz... y like tt!! haha.. u know wat.. yesterday i bought 5 tix instead of 4 i told li and my mum.. my mum is like saying me so blur and nagging at me tt i shld tell her early so tt she can bring someone along... after going to the toilet i drop all the pop corn1!!!!!! omg i was like wat e hell and li is like laughing and calling my name jolyn!!! haiz,.. tt was not a really nice part of my day!!! but is ok next time i must be more alert and careful!!! cannot be so blur !!!!! my resolution!!!! must be more careful in my work and alert dun be blur!!!! hahaha :)

2007-01-01T12:28:00.000+08:00

NEW YEAR OF 2007!!! WELCOME!!!!! to begin my new life of 2007!!!!! hahahaa.... there things want to do!!!! living better.. study better.. working better... family and friends happier!!!!! hahaha...other things like relationship shld not think abt it too much!!!! let it be this way... and i will not know wat to do dun worry!!! i want to be happier each other i live!!!! thinking of positive not negative!!!!! jolyn u r back!!!!!!! hahahaha... ppl will suffer like my family and friends!!!! cuz i will become crazy..haha... but cannot be to over crazy if not ppl will sent me to mental hospital...hhaha.. must learn to be gently and talk properly and softly... after all i am a gal still....haha... but i dun want to change myself to much!!!! if not this is not me...haha.. woooo....

later will be going to linda hse and play manjong she keep wanting to play hahaha.. march jean will be there tooo.... hahaha..so long did not see jean alr... later can see her...after ttt will be watching moive wif my family death note.....hahaaha.....

HAPPY NEW YEAR MY FAMILY,CLIQQUE ITE FRIENDS,SENIORS AND JUNIORS!!!!!
TO U ALL WORK STUDIES WILL BE SMOOTHLY AND EVERYTHING U DO....HAHAHA!!!! LOVE U ALL IN MY HEARTS FOREVER!!!!:)

2006-12-29T20:59:00.000+08:00

2006-12-26T19:30:00.000+08:00

today has been raining for the whole day man!!! haiz... y like....i am not feeling since yesterday .. i keep running to the toilet and keep doing big business... i think i got food poisoningg till now still pain... plus i was running a high fever .... haiz... i want my mummy....!!!1... my stomach pain!!!!

anyway want to apologise to my dear kellyn jean aud yanqi far east zi jing for not going on last sat... will not do it next time!!! sorry!!!!

dea... faster come back le... miss u!!!! my stomach pain!!!

2006-12-03T14:55:00.000+08:00

my attachment is finally over! but i am still working till end of feb.. yesterday my mum told me if this company still keep me to work.. she say is good.. if i have work for 1 yrs and save enough money i will go and apply the ntuc for scholarship.. actually i start tot think i have not much time.. i want to have more experince and i dun mind working in the hotel line too... hahaha....

jean my dear gal.. plse take of yourself ok..eat slowly.. rest well and once u r recovered we will go tgt k... smile love u:)..

2006-11-29T22:38:00.000+08:00

haha just came back from ps!! i went back to smss band camp to see my dear juniors..my section r really growming bigger each year...i think is more than 20 ppl... omg ..haha.. but i am happy to see them.. though some juniors r new to me i think they r ok... but i heard some bad new is tt my two OM gals r not doing their job well and always pond band... i hope this 2 gals will take their post seriously and do well again..dun tarish my reputation of it!! plse... anyway hazel sent kell linda rachel and me to ps and semt us home.. she is so sweet though i know this is the 1st time driving us..but her skill is not bad..at 1st we thought tt we will cry...haha.. jk... THANKS HAZEL!

this fri will be going for e graduting dinner though i know is not for us but jean and i r always being thickskin...hahaha... heheehe... and my mum is coming back this fri too...!!! hoorey!! hahha... i got my pay yesterday!! this fri we r going to gradute from our sch... but we will be working till next yrs end of feb...so fast!! haha..

i want to thank my cliqque,ite friends and cousin!! they r really supporting me when i am down... esp this week... i really love them!!!! haha..i love all my family cliqque ite friends and cousin!!! haha

to u... i really can't stand u!! always think for yourself.. and dun care how i feel..PLSE DUN CONTROL MY LIFE!!!all u think is yr ex!!! i can't believe u say i am irrtating... so wat i am ... i know when to talk and when to stop it... if the collgues do not like it i will ask them and will not disturb them.. i only make noise when there is really nothing to do.. so u dun need to worry abt it!!! but to me u shld change yr temper!!! not only me can't stand it..ppl also cannot stand it too!!! so plse dun think u r really great too... i will get sick of it when u show those face where ppl will hate too!!! DUN BE TOO CONFIDENT OVER YR RELATIONSHIP TO ME TT U ABLE TO GET ME!!!!

2006-11-20T20:15:00.000+08:00

yo!! so long did not blog alr!! hahaha ... very lazy to blog la... haha... anyway today my work is alright.. from now on i am going to do meeting services visa and faxing for 1 month.. after tis 1 month we will be at the field trip!!! which is outside working!!! yeah!!! i am so excited for it!!! woo hoo... haha ... this wed i am going to li hse to help march and kell in their make up.. they want to see whether they look nice or not..haha ...than thurs is their prom night and i have to go there to help them in their make up.. u all really owe me man...haha ... jk...haha ...

to my cliqque... finally ur o level had over!!! haha... now u all can rest!!! and do yr things!!! woo hoo... dun forget tt we will do crazy things tgt k..!! haha ..

i have to start studying for my tour guide test1! is on the 11 dec!! i have to pass this time round and i am going to do well!

2006-11-10T21:00:00.000+08:00

i am feeling really uncomfortable and sad... i really dun understand wat u really one... i am feeling so confused and dun understand wat is going on now!!! i want to give up..haiz.. really feeling down today.. god pls help me!! ... such a sad feeling today...
my dear cliqque hope tt u all can hang on to it k!! the o level will be over soon .... so good luck.. hahaha ..

2006-11-07T19:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CLIQQUE DAY!!! haha.. i know tt some of us have forgotten this day but i will remember and will always remind u all.. so dun worry..haha .. love u all...may our friendship r always as close and being happy!!! hahaha.. anyway i know tml is ur big scardly day!! is ur o levels!! dun worry i am sure tt u all r able to do it. .. sure can pass...haha .. dun worry and be happy.. haha ...

my work for today is fun hhaha .. but i am still let of confident on my invoice... today 1 of my collgues told me i shld learn myself and dun keep asking... yup i must listen and have to learn it myself.. but i am glad tt she remind me..thanks.. haha ... so now i really must be smart and alert!!!! haha ...

eha dear thanks for concerning me.. dun worry.. i will be alright... just let the time take place and fate tot decide... haha ... see u soon .... love u.. haha